i feel mostly like a failure when people harass me about getting a job. it's not for lack of trying. and you're not encouraging me when you say things to me, it just makes me upset. i KNOW that i need a job, you don't have to repeat it to me constantly. it was funny the first two times you said it. it's not funny any more ( Read more... )

malainie and i had the most wonderfully nice conversation the other night until 4 in the morning. now i can't decide about some things.

i am falling in love with neutral milk hotel all over again.

i will always wonder why people love getting hurt, emotionally. its like when you go out with a guy, and after a few weeks he just kind of stops talking to you, but then 6 months later when he wants to hang out, you're all over it. it's like, even though we know we'll end up getting hurt once again, because thats just how it is, we still do it, ( Read more... )

if you had actually wanted to talk to me, you would have tried harder to call ( Read more... )

so, i got a car!
we've named it 'The BlackBird'. Its a black(duh) BMW 328i from 2000. its so cute, and i love it.

so, i'm getting my wisdom teeth out next friday. lame.

i just miss him so much. and when i see his backpack(that he left here, stupid fabi), i just cry and want my fabi back ( Read more... )

almost there.

both things.

stop it, you. you know how i feel about you.

i don't want to want him, but i want him. and that sucks.

and iron & wine won't leave my head.

i wish someone new would just come along so i could stop thinking about him and all the right words he says.

kallie comes home tonight at 11. yay

i changed my username. dont ask why, i just did.

i like cinnamon, and gazelles.
its better than all of you wondering what AJLSKDFUHWB meant.
and no one will ever know hahaha