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[cinnimin]

I guess that some where along the way I got scared. I have no idea how to get out of this mess. I just woke up from another dream that I cannot decipher. I have found myself wondering what the point of all of this is. I have not gotten over the death yet, as I do not think that I ever will. I think of her more often now, she shows up in almost

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[llewellyniliana]

I think my biggest problem is being ruled by anger--that's something that someday I hope to work on and hurt people close to me a lot less as a result. What are you scared of? You sound really tormented lately. I'm worried about you. I know how it is to feel fucked up. I know we don't hang out or anything, but I do care about you. Maybe you are tired because you are trying to do too much. Stress can be really draining. I know that from my own experience. Be Strong--TaraLynn