if i could i would ( Read more... )

I never thought id see the day when I post on livejournal from my sidekick? Haaa

Im laying in bed.
Its 2:20 am I can't sleep and my lungs hurt from all the coughing. And my stomach is completely empty from all the throwing up I've done.

It's november 11th
Word of the day: Surreal

the thing i always forget that im capable of is making myself happy in a short period of time ( Read more... )

i just want to make a point here
in my previous post (that i posted this morning)
i said how i have been screwed over a bunch these last couple months
and what do you know

a guy i like
and i thought liked me
is a fucking shit bag fuck tit

im aggrivated
is something wrong with me? am i ugly?
what did i do to deserve all this bullshit

its been a long couple of months ( Read more... )

my heart is beating so fast

so many good things are happening
i feel like i have to fight it all so that i wont be so hurt when i move out of tucson

im stealing matt i dont care no mo'

ive thought about shawn all day, i miss him
i need the tables to switch for me right now

im being the biggest chubby chaser ever at the moment ( Read more... )

i want her back :(

my feet have produced a stench from working so much
my elbows hurt from when i had a bike accident
i hate best friend's girlfriends UGH
weed is still my favorite thing next to PBS
and i love working
oh and tomorrow is september 14th
YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1