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I did what I was told to.

And nothing more.

Life itself was such a bore.

Wake up in the morning, do each chore.

I did what I was told to...

And nothing more.

I followed my orders.

I dotted each i.

I crossed the ts.

I watched time fly by.

I followed my orders.

In a room I did not own.

My resting face was blank.

Not even a frown.

Thanks for checking in.

Does not want me to copy paste the post I want to make… but it is what is. I have to fix everything I screwed up yesterday but I’ve been screwing up things worse and worse each day the number of things I need to fix has grown exponentially.

I’m fascinating because I am a flawed gem. Unfortunately the flaw gives me a jagged edge and everyone who ( Read more... )

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one of the biggest hurdles I find myself faced with now that I am... officially a mental patient... is the sparks that fly when my neurodivergence smashes into someone else's... so many of my friends are also medicated ... some of them constantly on either prescription meds or... street level pharmacology that... it's ... sorta ... a problem.  When ( Read more... )

your shit?

all of it?

see how it's all over the damn place

you g-d mess?

fucking... scrape it up

off the floor

scrape it down

off the walls

knock it down

from the ceiling

put it in a pile and then organize it

one pile for burnable trash

one pile for recyclable shit,

not that we have a recycling program out here

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and piece by piece

the shuddering choir

the sputtering gyre

the splattered mire

comes together again

it may be time to sin

I may have to go all in.

tis

le fin.