So I'm sick of this town and its low life inhabitants.I'm sick of 90% of my so called friends.I'm sick of barely making rent.I'm sick of the only way of eating is from food thats being thrown away at work.For the most part I'm done with drinking and smoking. I'm sick of being completely crazy. I done with going out to random club/bars and leaving ( Read more... )

Since I have my tax return coming soon instead of a top of the line computer it looks like I 'll be spending it on stuff for my new place.here are some of the things i want.( Stuff )

so as of the last 2 weeks i can say im content ... im dating a new girl name Kacye and I have been rather enjoying myself. I often feel something is missing and I realize what it is and then remember that i don't deserve it therefore I make the best of it all and I have been... I have a cell phone now message me if you need the number. Besides that ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Follow the dying leaf falling upon the restless nerves.Traced by gentle fingertips across the clavicle.She was the one, the only one that looks me directly into my iced blues and tell me they withhold hope.Passion ran still due to poison. Another moment stolen by my misfortune. Gently we become still, and I lay restless. However you entertain me ( Read more... )

When even the urge to shower becomes something of no need. Sit Down, young man. Stare blankly and make sure these strangers leave happily. Oh happiness, the last 20 bucks you spent was for happiness. Also see that man over there. He will repeat everything he says to you the next time he has seen that you have no one to talk to. Silence is somewhat ( Read more... )

So as of the last two days I've sunk into a deep depression where I don't ever want to leave the glowing screen of the computer staring blankly at it. If not that I wish I was wrapped in my blankets dreaming the nightmares that haunt me often. I keep telling myself that I'll just need some sun and should just lose myself in the woods and scream. ( Read more... )

Lets face it all of our hands are dirty from this, that dirt under each one of our fingernails won't remove itself without growth.It will all come to us on a cold dark night filled with clouded thoughts and despair, but we can't gather it in our own reflection.It won't come from a conversation with a everyday friend it will be random with a ( Read more... )

So I'll be working however you kids might enjoy this:BIZ MARKIE will be performing (DJ sets) in the KOOL cigarettes "Light Up Lounge" tent at the Chow Wagon (waterfront park) tonight, May 5th from 6pm until 10pm. :( I wish I didn't have to work.

I feel I have no true friends and I know it's all my fault...

- Troy