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[circuitboyz]

I dunno why I'm so self destructive. I insist on making a mess of my skin on a nightly basis and I don't have any common sense with medicine. I love to do what's bad for me for some reason.

"sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well,
sometimes I feel like SCREAMING at myself"
- Linkin Park

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[beccasucks]

...I don't trust these medications...

I guess I can't really tell you not to fuck up your skin either-that'd be rather hypocritical. But I do hope you feel better anyway.

[circuitboyz]

haha, thanks. I'm probably being a shit head too, sounding like I'm looking for sympathy. I dunno what I'm looking for, but to be honest I always look foreword to your responses. I feel like I can connect w/you on a level I can't with the majority of people. I'm sure I could if people had longer spines and tougher skin, but there seems to be a real lack of such a thing on this unfortunate planet.

[beccasucks]

Heh I dunno. I'm not a very good umm connector ha. We could invent some though... (gimme a sec..)

But yeah. It doesn't really sound like you're just looking for sympathy. People write in there journals and are all like "OH MY GOD, MY LIFE SUUUUUCKS. EVERYTHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG FOR ME AND NOBY ELSE! OH EM GEE FEEL BAD FOR ME! UMM I MEAN... DO YOU THINK THIS SUCKS FOR ME? DOESN'T THIS SUCK?! WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME?!!?!?!" And to that, I can only reply, "Why the fuck do you care?!?!?! DIE!!!!! Oh, and would you be so kind and take me off your friends list? Thanks Dollface." heh. Grr.

[beccasucks]