Things are better... nuff said... except for all the people I told to fuck off and die... I apologize to you for that... Kelly I owe you the biggest fucking apology ever... I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'll make up for it somehow... I'll write an actual entry when my dad isn't so pissed off about me being on the computer...

-Mazei

My mood is actually supposed to say "That incredible and unexplainable feeling Elise puts me in whenever I'm even near her" but it wouldn't fit. Actually, I can explain the feeling, it's a feeling of value. She makes me feel like I matter, like I matter to someone, and I've never felt that way before from anyone. I wouldn't trade this feeling for ( Read more... )

This always happens... I decide that no one reads my livejournal so I stop writing in it and then a few weeks later, I change my mind and want to update it again. I don't really know why, Maybe it's because this is a way to express myself to all of of the "friends" that I have, or in reality, "friends" that I don't have... Allow me to elaborate. ( Read more... )

Sorry faithful readers. I think it's time for me to put up the electronic quill. I don't think I'll be making anymore updates. This journal was short-lived huh? I can never gather my thoughts enough to make this journal interesting. I always forget to update and I forget the details of what happened on certain events that I'd like to write about. ( Read more... )

I think I should go back to the way things were... I liked it better when no one gave a damn about me. I was always quiet and kept only a few close friends. At least back then I never got caught up in any drama. I never had to deal with any of these fucked up problems like I do now.

Well it's been a couple days and some odd hours since I've updated so I figured why not. Anyway we had a football game Friday. It was alright I guess. After the football game I went over Charles' house for a poker game we were supposed to have that didn't end up happening. It was Charles, Janese, Kelly, James, Elise<3, Josh Frank, Josh Smith, ( Read more... )

Well, it's about 9:50 in the morning on friday and I've been up for about 3 hours watching my little brother. I don't have anything else to do so I decided I'll make another entry. I'm just listening to music and my little brother is making a huge mess out of my living room that I'll have to clean up later. We have a football game tonight and it's ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. There's not much to write about in here. Things have been going decently good as of late which is kind of nice. I have the best girlfriend ever, my friends rock, school isn't that bad this year, I don't think anyone hates me anymore... I have more reasons but I don't feel like listing them... So anyway, Elise, you are gorgeous. I ( Read more... )

This is my new journal... maybe people will read it and I'll have a reason to update it unlike my last one. Anywho, the only reason I'm doing this is for James Janisse. He asked me to make a journal and there's no way I could turn that hell of a great guy down. This entry is going to be short because I have school tomorrow it's already 11:16 and I ( Read more... )