snowed in at my parents' house ( Read more... )

dear you
my life

the end

...

i am malignant.

playlist for nostalgia:
interpol - turn on the bright lights
idiot pilot - strange we should meet here

i am reaching.
still haven't touched anything.
waiting for it to come.
or for my being to find it.

i am.
in it all.

i have lost about 5 1/2 inches in the last five weeks. holy shit! i have no idea how much i weigh, but i feel awesome ( Read more... )

i feel awesome!

my life is sweet.
my job rocks.
my body rocks.

& i am still single. hahaha. losers!
i win at life!

i have an unhealthy obsession with ryan gosling. i have now watched every single movie he has ever done. (thank you netflix.) i creep info about him on the internet. & now i am in love with his band. go watch "in the room where you sleep" by dead man's bones. love ( Read more... )

i am going to have a hot bod. i think this is one of the only times i have enjoyed exercise. i like to look in the mirror & see how much sweat has soaked through my shirt. awesome!

going to see my fam this weekend. again, awesome!

now i just need a boyfriend. ha. it's been awhile. guess that's okay.

love.

my mind has been awfully restless lately. crazy, sometimes too realistic dreams. i wake up unsure of what is real ( Read more... )

A ( Read more... )

rereading life after god. again. because i need it right now. badly.

we are whole.