i know its hard to ever picture yourself ever over chris, and chances are you probably never will be. speaking from personal experience i gave my entire heart to my first love only to have it mangled. i love brian with all of my heart now, but its a different kind of love than what i felt for john. its not better or worse, its just different. your first love is so pure and innocent, you have no fears or reservations. when you try to open yourself up like that again its almost impossible because you can never get past the layer of scar tissue. chris will always be a part of who you are as a person whether he is in your life or not. but you will learn to love again and find someone else who you can open yourself up to. ...hope that made sense...
thanks :). it all made sense... and pretty much all stuff i already know.. just one of those things were you need someone else to tell you to make you believe it.. or that you're not the only one believing it.
haha well.. i didn't really tell you, but at least i readded you :). thanks for the kind words.. p.s. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU.. and why don't you talk to me enough on aim :(
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2) You'll always have feeling for chris, don't be scared of it, but it doesn't mean you can't have feeling for other people as well.
3) I think three people constitute a threesome, and an orgy has to be 4 or more.
Anyways, You're cute, and hot and all that, you'll get someone again. I don't doubt it. :-D
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