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Um, guess what....
I'm gonna be a daddy. Nov 12th is the due date. Its a girl, which is what we've both been hoping for. We have a couple names in thought, but no decision is made. I don't write very often, as you can see. I want to change this. But like everything in my life, its like bursting through a barrier every time. Life is good, I just pray for more guidance -
Annoying
What is annoying is bouts of depression that don't seem to have any basis in my life. I don't know why I feel so down when I have things so good. I am loved and cared for, financially well off, and working in the protection if our soldiers abroad. Yet I feel drawn out, pulled thin. I feel as if only bad things can happen. Hm, just had a thought. ( Read more... ) -
An update for those who care
So I see that the last journal I wrote was back when I had just gotten to Texas. Over a year ago, wow. I guess I'm not much of a writer. So how bout an update for those who might see this, just so they know.
I've been living in Georgia since late March, having finally graduated tech school and moved on into the "real" Air Force. Only recently was a ( Read more... ) -
Texas...different
So, I made it safe and sound. I guess I could have said something a couple weeks ago, but I forget these things. I started class here and it is very different from Monterey. I'm doing well so far, passed my first big test already. Its just very different here. The worst is the freezing weather. It bites my face off. Oi. Anyway, I'm happily living ( Read more... ) -
Finally
This is it! My last night in Monterey, CA! I leave tomorrow before noon to travel to Texas, getting there on Monday before noon. Yes, I'm driving. Oi, I've been waiting for this for two years. Today is actually my DLI birthday. I arrive here two years ago today from basic. I can't believe how much has happened since then. Of all the things that ( Read more... ) -
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Euphoria, what an odd floaty feeling.
I've always wanted to explain myself to others and have never really written anything I do explain to others down. Did you catch that? -
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How to transmit fantasy complex to others? Thats what I would wish to know. Whats the fantasy complex? The story of my life. -
Waiting
My life now consists of just waitin to leave. I graduate on the 10th. I final out on the 18th(I arrived here at DLI Nov 17th 2003). I leave inbetween the 19th and 21st. I see my wife between the 21st and 23rd. Oi, can't wait for her presence. She knows and understands. -
Joy
I passed. I got a 2, 2+, 1+, which stangely enough is the same that my wife had gotten. I passed! I am actually going to graduate! Such joy. Such RELIEF! Come the 17th I will have been here for two years, now I can finally leave. Of course, I am happiest because I will soon be reunited with my wife. Oi, happiness ( Read more... ) -
Antici.....pAtion
Let me give you an idea of what I am waiting for tomorrow sometime before or at 1pm. Or 1300 for you real military folks. Anyway, the grade scale for speaking, listening, and reading in foreign languages are done by proficiency. There are five levels of proficiency, well, 6 if you count 0, and also a level + for each. The + shows that you are ( Read more... )