yeah... i cant study!!! im sooo bad wit that! sunday had nothing to do.. opened my books and than passed out.. and than woke up and watched tv and didnt do nethin.. wat a waste of a day... on the up note.. i maybe able to take out a loan from school so that i can go to africa... thats if the professors pick me to go

its weird, im not alone on feeling worthless and not achieving nething.. sometimes i think about college.. my goal for college.. is it really goin to get me newhere.. will i actually leave this country for Archaeological digs? who the fuck knows... i also hate not able to tell ppl how i feel.. or like not making a move on a girl when i should ( Read more... )

3 hour breaks suck... im freakin bored and only 38 mins passed by

so yeah... school is pretty cool! Dinosaur class is AWESOME... Anthro 101 and 102 is cooool.. 101 is soo much reading thou.. 4 books plus textbook plus additional articles she wants us to read.. 102 is awesome subject.. im all into that shit! but the professor doesnt seem to happy to teach.. but its coool .. Dinosaurs is freaken sweet.. how ( Read more... )

yeah.. i always have ideas of tryin to leave from here... but knowing me.. i will never do it.. i know i wont... y do i bother to even try and plan? i dunno.. i really wanna do some of the things i talk about. and leave.. but here i have too much. im getting free education and i got awesome friends.. i think i dunno wat i want wit my life anymore ( Read more... )

here u go DORIAN!!! new years pics the URL: http://groups.msn.com/cisco413/shoebox.msnw
photos from Schiffy if ne1 else has nemore pics from the awesome day plus send them to me soo i can add more!!!

who the fuck wrote that reply to me?... yeah
yeah New Years was AWESOME!!!! being drunk is FUN!!!! and Ihop was sooo good! friends r awesome.. i wouldnt have spend that nite wit ne1 else... i love my friends..

damn im done wit this girl.. soo fucken retarded... im fucken retarded for sticking around wit it.. plz some1 slap me when i do that.. 4th time she breaks up wit me and GOD.. it was the same cycle over and over again.. i was wasting my time!! oo yeah her tryin to choose between me and my friend.. and i stayed around...WTF is wrong wit me!?!?!?! ( Read more... )

hey... just came back from a Hawthorne Heights show.. ehh.. not bad.. Also saw Aiden, Bayside and Silverstein..Aiden kinda sucked and fugliest things i ever seen... Bayside playing Acoustic set.. very good... Silverstein not bad.. not bad.. soo yeah... majority.. poser hardcore bands...HAHAHA..

im not goin to Buffalo State College, sucks but watever.. i guess ill try again.. so i will be in Queens College for another semester.. and in Queens.. still be able to chill... so yeah..hopefully get like at least a C overall this semester.. i fucked up soo badly.. i was doing soo GOOD..i got a B in Calculus test... i got a B in a ENGLISH paper.. ( Read more... )