You were nearly weightless in my dream last night. I had you propped over my shoulder and I carried you for what seemed hours along a narrow stretch of farm road. It was beginning to snow and the ground was covered with a light coating, and the air was chill. You were dead, and I don't know how you died, but nevertheless I carried you because at ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday you.

Troy.

Get well soon, fuck that, get well now.

Troy.

Follow your heart and feelings, and may they never lead you astray.

I'm really glad we talked. I've missed doing it. Until later.

His eyes searched her face longingly and with a strained purpose. He bore holes into her smooth face looking for a shred of doubt, for a wrinkle of faith that would unravel into a full lie. Her eyes stared back steadfast and unwavering, and he met her gaze with a faltering sense of self, and his self-confidence and self-assuredness, the ( Read more... )

Well, I suppose this is the proper time to dispense with the dilemmas that has been plaguing my mind as of late. Too often have plans been cancelled, or have agreements been met later than agreed upon. This leaves me with an overwhelming sense of disappointment and depression to a lesser degree ( Read more... )

Well, I have returned from a long walk. I thought over many things, and much of it was relating to the essence of Timothy Sewall, as well as what influences people have had on me, as well as those I have hurt ( Read more... )

I can only hope I'll have the strength to do what is necessary. I must find out certain things about myself and confront them. To do this, I must be alone, I can take only so much advice, and see so many different perspectives before it becomes redundant. This is something that needs to be done. I really like Jessica, and I have ruined things ( Read more... )

I really did not want to get out of bed today. I had some interesting dreams last night, one was like watching a movie. It was a 'Church of Cistral' dream again, but this one was different than the rest. This time, I was in medieval Europe and I had a castle that was being seiged by hordes of knights, and I feared for my friends and followers ( Read more... )