BEHOLD! The Nightmare!

[citizen_crass]

Last night I had a nightmare about my past. I dreamed I was locked in a small closet or something and was being forced to inject myself over and over. Except I wasn't shooting dope or anything pleasant, I was being forced to slam 409 or Drano or something. My skin was progessively turning blue and I started crying and the tears that streamed down

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[population_six]

ever feel the need to inject yourself with something you've never experienced before simply because you've never experienced? I do all of the time.

the dream means I love you. =b

ps

[population_six]

I think we should do some co-writing. you remember our beautiful songs from the piano/guitar/kitty's parents are out of town days?

*sigh*

[ravenjane]

I'm no expert but my guess would be that your dream is of your fear of understanding. You are begining to face your demons. part of your brain is realizing that you felt Forced to do what you were doing. And though you want to stop, there is a part of you that can't. The trip to the hospital is the feeling of having no where to turn.Even if you seek authoritarian help, you feel it will lead to your ruin.

you are oding well Paul. Keep up the good work.