Give Me Salvation, Happiness Is A Warm GUN

[citizen_crass]

I am so fucking tired of being alone. Jasmine has a boyfriend and nobody wants me. I know that I love Jasmine, truly and whole-heartedly. What I don't know is if I want to be with her so bad because I want her or because I don't want to be alone anymore. I am just tired of being so painstakingly lonely. I cry almost every night. I haven't felt the

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[ravenjane]

i won't play games with you Paul. You cut out my heart and fed it to me twice today. Once when you blame me and my boyfriend for ruining your life, and the next for going back on all you have ever said. Suddenly, unlike the last 100 things you've writen to me, you now realize that you might not love me at all. That you are in love with like four girls. Well here is a dose of truth Paul.... I know what love is. I know what it means to love and i know what it means to be in love. I have and always will love you Paul. You gave me so much to see... (i can't really explain that) But you gave me things to believe in and you helped me realize what i wanted to do with my life. The thing is that i didn't go through all this IN LOVE with you. I am choosing to devote my life to helping drug addicted teens. I am not doing that because i idolize you, but i am doing it because i feel such a passion in wanting to help you. That is one example. Love isn't easy, and being alone can kill you. But so can bad mexican food, or a bee sting, or asprin( i