I don't know why I am doign this...I got it. I got what I wanted and now I should be happy right ( Read more... )

For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught.

To say the things he truly feels;

And not the words of one who kneels.

The record shows I took the blows -

And did it my way!

-Frank Sinatra

This week sorry to say is going to be the worst week of my life....I am overbooked and don't know if I have the energy to achieve everything I want to. Here's hoping I do.

I just want a bit of happiness without it being destroyed by someone else!!!!! Can I have that?

Is it better to hide the emptiness and try to cover it up with happiness that may not be real...or as good as the happiness you had before? Or is it better to be sad, and truthful and leave that emptiness...?

If you don't have a song ( Read more... )

Tell me Your NAME ( Read more... )

I feel like my world is just crumbling...it's like you have everything in place and it's great and it can only stay that way for so long before one part falls you go to catch that mess and the whole wall falls. What's worse is I feel alone in my fight. I just feel alone. So I'll be here inthe back...the guy in the argile and stripes who apparently ( Read more... )

I had one of the most enlightening days of my life from about the time I woke up yesterday to my bus ride home this morning. Truly an eye opening day, night and early morning. Thank you all.

"So life is just full of odd turns.....Advanced Theater is now mixed with Upstaged, we arenm't going to Utah and Adam said somethign about Upstaged being 4th....this basically means Eric can't do it. I was willing to accept not taking Upstaged and taking an Advanced Drama Class to stay as officer but how can I if it's all one class? Plus the one ( Read more... )