Instant gratification, the story of my life. Rather than feeling my own feeling, I opt for others who have already interpreted the world and just experiece it that way. I'm sick of life being the same old story, cold, dark, tragic. Consequences seem to always be the same. I'm forever hoping that things would just "work", but that is obviously not working because I'm in denial to the action of controlling my life. I really dont mind if I fail in the eyes of others, just what scares me is personal failure, which has been a constancy for a while now. ♥
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Rather than feeling my own feeling, I opt for others who have already interpreted the world and just experiece it that way.
I'm sick of life being the same old story, cold, dark, tragic. Consequences seem to always be the same.
I'm forever hoping that things would just "work", but that is obviously not working because I'm in denial to the action of controlling my life.
I really dont mind if I fail in the eyes of others, just what scares me is personal failure, which has been a constancy for a while now.
♥
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