cornershop confrontations leave me cold; outside it's blowing a storm, and i've been dizzy, i've been busy. but the past became the past - torn and unfortunate - in one shocking moment; i ushered it out with a kiss and a sneeze. and here is the future and here is the now; orange juice to chase the infection; my glorious new audrey fringe (it ( Read more... )

EDIT ***** i didn't actually intend to allow comments on this entry; they aren't questions that i wanted others to answer, but merely ones that i felt i had to answer myself. but i posted too hastily and forgot to tick the box. i really didn't mean for this to be the cry for attention it surely appears ( Read more... )

i'm bowing out of this crazy internet lark for a while. don't set your teeth on fire. x

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twenty-one, and i feel newly liberated and joyful. and it is suddenly december, and all the world is calm!

( all about my birthday )

five kisses at the end of a letter, five full seats at a long birch dining-table; four years and one day until my next multiple of five.

i'm twenty-one tomorrow.

jake called up, speaking at volume: silly; come to timepiece! and if i hadn't been too tired to move, and if i hadn't been having my hair cut (by fran; genius stylist!), and if i hadn't ( Read more... )

the sky is blue but somehow raining; my hands are cold. crying a lot of the time. there are so very many sadnesses at the moment; death and departure, and nothing's as it seems.

crash.undreaming.net

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today we drove to dartmoor and walked, breathless in the cold, to the top of haytor.

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