your promises never really meant a thing.

[citylightsleep]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[silentwhispers_]

well you can't be anonymous or reply to your friends only interest, haha, but this has been driving me crazy and so i'll just post what i would have done under the ~anon~ cover:

my boyfriend is absolutely incredible, but one of my better friends added him on facebook just because she had been wanting to meet him and everything since he doesn't go to our school. i didn't really think anything of it, it was random but i just forgot about it.

but i was riding the bus the other day and she was saying that she had been talking to him a lot, and sometimes she knows what's going on in his life more than i do. he can't call me back, but he can get online to talk to her? sure, whatever.

i try to make it seem like it doesn't bother me when really my insecurities are about to kill me. he says he loves me, he says the sweetest things to me, and i really do want to love him. but i don't understand the close relationship he has with someone whom he has never met in person, and i'm worried about what will happen when they finally meetam i being

[citylightsleep]

ahhh sorry bb i changed it, i didn't realise i f-locked it!

i don't think you are being ridiculous at all. i can see exactly where you are coming from, exactly if he has the time to get online to talk to her, but not to call you back? i mean that's a little unfair, and kinda ridiculous of him.

if this is really bothering you, maybe talk to him about it. you don't have to say exactly who you are talking about, but maybe say something like "i don't get how you can't call me back, but you can get online to talk to other people" or something? if it's really bothering you, i think you should talk to him about it, otherwise you'll probably start looking into things too much, and i think that'll be worse for you both.
♥

[anonymous]

I'm amazed at how good friends we all are thanks to a shared love of music. I have a love/hate attitude to most things, I'm never truly happy. The one person i thought i loved i let slip away and now I'm watching another useless boy tear my heart into little pieces. I feel like I've lost my best friend.But despite all this sadness i have great friends and music in my ears, both of which mean more than to me than anyone will ever know. I think i live in a daydream most of the time;)

[citylightsleep]

since i know who this is, i am so happy that we became friends. it's weird how it happened, all because of a few bands we all like, but i'm so glad that we all stayed friends. i'm very sorry to hear you are never truely happy hun, i wish i could change that all for you. i'm always here to talk to if you ever need me, and you and everyone else mean a lot to me, you're some of the sweetest people i've met. :) ♥

[anonymous]

I'm the type of person that finds it disgustingly hard to make friendships that are strong and that matter, largely because I am loud and opinionated but I am so so grateful that I've met you lot and forged friendships that I really think will last.

Also you are an AMAZING person despite what you sometimes might think your an utter doll and concerts are so much more fun with you.

=D

[citylightsleep]

i'm pretty sure i know who this is, and i totally agree that i'm so glad we all met one another, and i think our friendships will last since we can all go months without seeing one another and when we meet up it's like we saw each other a few days before. haha i have waaaaay to many opinions that i think people get annoyed with sometimes, ha!

thank you so much, you're so sweet. ♥ you're an amazing friend, and you make concerts so fun. thank you for making them so much better than they already are. ♥ :)

[omgpeyton]

I think you're a super awesome girl and a total sweetheart. I like that you aren't afraid to feel strongly about things. Even though I'm not into her, I think your fangirlness toward Victoria is super cute, haha! & I'm reallyyy glad we became friends. :]

[citylightsleep]

you comment made me smile so much, you're such a sweetie! haha my fangirlness is way too obsessive but i'm glad you think it's cute. i'm so glad we became friends too, you're so nice and i love reading your journal and talking through comments, you're so lovely! ♥ :)

[ohhumbrellas]

I know I'm completely missing the point of this by not doing it anonymously but w/e.

So, we haven't been friends for a long time, probably for only a week now, but I just find you so nice and like someone I can relate to when it comes to a lot of things. Maybe because most of my flist is already ending school this year and there's so much going on in their lifes -like, deciding what to study, university, moving out of their homes, their love life- all things I don't really know about and feel so, umh, weird thinking about. Or maybe not.

I was looking through my friends page a few days ago, and read so so many entries back and found one you posted *goes look for it* this one and I felt it as if I had wrote it myself. I don't think a lot of people that I know understands me or knows how it feels to want all those things. I've always wanted to play shows and tour around the US (or really, the world) and it seems so impossible, while everyone else has such realistic expections for life, like they want to go to college, be succesful in

[citylightsleep]

this comment really just made my night. it was so very sweet, and thank you for responding to this