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i received the report card today. i could do better. i'm actually smart. i swear ( Read more... )

i hate wednesdays that feel like mondays ( Read more... )

i saw "lost in translation" today. it was the best movie i've seen in years. my mom and i both cried at the end simply because we did not want it to end. i could very seriously watch it for the rest of my life. i want to go to japan more than any place in the universe ( Read more... )

this will be a forced entry so i can at least seem better ( Read more... )

he called me last night piss drunk, saying typical drunken sexual things. we talked normally this afternoon. we're completely gray. he told me he misses our nights more than anything, but we can't get back together. i agree (i think?). it's all deja vu ( Read more... )

this is the perfect song for me. and him ( Read more... )

i definitely just lost him. i am such a fucking fuck up.

i think i need to end things with jeff, just so things can be better in the long run, and when it's time for me to move i won't be a wreck about leaving him because i'll have already gotten used to the idea of us being apart. that was a very long sentence ( Read more... )

i went to urban outfitters today with my mater. i got a red tee with the KISS emblem on it, tweed knee hi socks, and a pearl choker with a black ribbon.

then my mom and i made a cake. it's the best dinner ever. chocolate cake with strawberry frosting and sprinkles shaped as stars.

today feels like sunday.

i love my boyfriend to bits.