Last night I dreamed of snakes. Someone went to the pet shop and bought me a rattle snake, and they thought it was a good idea. I dont remember much, just being in a house with two other people and my rattle snake and then two other snakes. The other two werent mine so the other two people just let them out around the house. My rattle snake was ( Read more... )

The past month finally caught up with me. Recuperation has been relaxing, but I am very sad that I missed the Tapas party. My fever is down, and hopefully after some more sleep it will be gone (and thanks Dylan for my blanket, it never fails to keep me warm and remind me of good times). Usually when you get sick you get depressed. But today has ( Read more... )

I just got back from lunch with my dad, as always I feel enlightened. We didnt even relly do much talking, but it's the first conversation I have had with my father as a divorced man. Not that he and my mother are officialy divorced, or even seperated, but we talked as if he was. I asked him about dating other people and he talked about what he ( Read more... )

No more pot. For real this time.

And so i'll continue to continue
To pretend, that our lives will never end
And the flowers will never bend
With the rainfall....

Right now I feel pretty confused. I skimmed over all my old lj posts and realized that for the past year, I have been too sick and too stressed most of the time. Or maybe I am just bad at writing the good times down, because this year has been a lot more than IB deadlines and stomach aches. This spring break has smashed my internal clock. Going ( Read more... )

I need to learn how to go home.

My spring break basically starts today, but not in the best of ways. This means I have ten days of my high school career left... thats really hard to believe. But I guess thats because I have only gone to school half the time anyways. I got my course book in today.... I want to sign up for like 8 million classes its so hard to pick. I never ( Read more... )

I got in to UF. Not that it matters, but it makes me sad knowing that marpessa is going there. In other news I have senioritis big time. Im also really sick of my music, anyone have any suggestions for good cd's?

I wish I had stayed home and studied all weekend. No I dont, but I am so worried I am going to fuck up. My oral is so early in the morning, i dont know if I am going to go to bed or just stay up and study the whole time. I have 6 more responses to memorize...... ahhh I hope I can pull this off. The rest of the week won't be any better. Two ( Read more... )