indecisive rut ( Read more... )

sigh,
the feelings I hold for you are far too strong and far too intense for either of us to enjoy.

With a heart that just wants to soar, too scared to let it fall to the floor, my mind has a hard time letting it attempt to take flight ( Read more... )

There's no mystery no more, just no talking to you
Guess you had other things in store
Guess I felt I was through
I answered every question as accurately as I could

You crashed your car through my front door, I pulled you from the wreckage
You told me that you missed me
But you meant with the grill and hood you'd kill me if you could

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Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out ( Read more... )

My heart has been thrown into a blender.
I know what I want, it seems as though it might be too late.
Am I a fool for being in love with someone who was already gone and giving themselves to somebody else before I walked out the door, before I begged to talk things out or split up?
I thought the break up was a chance to become stronger individually ( Read more... )

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where to begin?

No idea, no sense of urgency in the least bit.

I cried for the first time, in a lot time, last night... of course it was because of Adam. I had an Adam-over load.
I realized it is too soon to attempt to be involved in his life anymore, it makes me think/reflect/hope/regret way too much.
Basically, my heart cannot mend its broken and ( Read more... )

blahh. so hard to let go :/

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