Random thoughts of a tired mind
Had possibly the best day ever yesterday. I don't remember being as happy as I was yesterday. Thank you =). Got registered for college, and got my classes, I am scared. Lori's father died :( so I will go to the funeral tomorrow. My dad is still hating on my hair, and I don't care. If you love me, hug me the next time you see me...
What is your name? Alyssa
Are you named after anyone?: Alyssa Milano (from Who's the Boss and those AT&T commercials).
What's your screename?: civchick04 (soon-to-be-changed)
Would you name a child of yours after you?: I have no children. But in the future? No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jade or Talon.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I like mine :-).
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Older people tend to pronounce my name as Alicia (uh-lee-shuh). So I am forever scarred and cringe when I hear the name Alicia (no offence to those that have the name, it just kind of happens to me, ha).
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I don't like my last name, but no. I will just wait until I am wed.
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: indeed
If not, do you want to be?: (i am)
Birthdate:: March 21
Your age:: 18
Age you act:: Hopefully my own.
Age you wish you were:: I am happy now.
Your height:: 5' 5" maybe...?
Eye color:: greeny-blue.
Happy with it?: Yes.
Hair color:: Brown.
Happy with it?: I want red and blonde highlights, or a darker hair color, but I think that I will keep it just the way that it is.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: With my mummy, daddy, bubby, and Sleepy.
Your family:: I couldn't imagine having another family, I love them more than anything else in this world, though I get frustrated with my father at times, I still love him, and my mummy is my best friend.
Have any pets?: Sleepy
Whats your job?: Sales lady and gift-wrapper at David's Pharmacy...HECK YEAH!
Piercings?: 5
Tattoos?: No, but I would like to get a pretty, tiny one sometime.
Obsessions?: Cleanliness, hair, tattoos, music, etc.
Addictions?: Lip gloss, gum, fragrances...
Do you speak another language?: Not any more, but hopefully in the future.
Have a favorite quote?: "All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream"-Edgar Allen Poe.
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Do you live in the moment?: Not really, I like to plan things.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Indeed.
Do you have any secrets?: Hmmm, maybe? But none that I can really think of.
Do you hate yourself?: no
Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes.
Do you have any bad habits?: I'm sure I do, but I try not to.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I am so happy and that it rubs off on them.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ??
What's your biggest fear?: something happening to my family
Can you sing?: I try atleast.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nah, though I wish I had other's fashion at times, but I am so happy with my fashion right now.
Are you a loner?: Depends on the mood I am in.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To be happy and successful.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I think I would be.
Are you a daredevil?: As long as it doesn't include water or the severing of body parts.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: That I can be overly quiet at times.
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive.
Do you have a journal?: Yes, real and online, but my real one has my music and poetry and deeply felt feelings in it.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Being able to listen/help people with problems. Being too quiet, again.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: hmm...maybe to be a bit bitchier? working on it though...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I have my up's and down's, I am usually at my weakest during school.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Don't we all have regrets?
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes :).
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you".
What do you like the most about your body?: Lips and teeth.
And least?: My thighs... :-(
Do you think you are good looking?: I hope I am.
Are you confident?: In what? Being able to do things? Yes. Looking good? Depends on what I am wearing.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Cinderella...?
Are you perceived wrongly?: I think so, until people get to know me atleast.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: The City Scene every Friday
Pray?: almost every night.
Go to church?: Ehhhhhh, not too often.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: I HATE that!
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not lately, I haven't had someone special to give me a plushie that I can sleep with :-P.
Take walks in the rain?: That is so awesome...I want to make-out in the rain though.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes, I'm even nice to them.
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: No.
Would or Have You Ever?
Hurt yourself?: No.
Been out of the country?: No, but Germany is awaiting me this spring break.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Seafood, Sushi.
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: When I got dehydrated and passed out.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: Nah, I slapped a girl in first grade though.
Been picked on?: shyeah! All the way until 10th grade, and after that, I just figured out that I didn't care.
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: No :*(. I want to.
Thought about suicide?: no way
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: Only two days.
Gone one day without food?: Only when I am sick.
Talked on the phone all night?: Does 8 hours count? I got off at 5 in the morning.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes
Slept all day?: Yes, but that was a bad feeling.
Killed someone?: HAHAHA! If I had, do you think I would really admit it on here?...but no.
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: Ugh, I would be disgusted with myself. No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Bwahaha. What is "crazy" anyways? And do any of us really know?
Kissed the same sex?: No.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?: That's frequent.
Broken the law?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: Tommy Hilfigure, Richard Simmons, a guy from Dukes of Hazzard, and someone else whom I can't remember. And I am in an artist's cd Thank You's.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: a frog
On purpose?: a frog...I was three OKAY? Don't judge :(
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Not that I can remember, I normally keep things to myself.
Stolen anything?: No...unless the safety pins that hold price tags onto jeans count.
Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: HA! Oh geeze, that was an experience, yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Only during school.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Quite a few.
Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: Eh, it is always fun to read.
Magic?: Not really
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: wish I did
Ghosts?: OH YES *cringes*
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Kind of...not really...yes...no? Maybe?
Witches?: Yes.
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I've never seen any gold, though it was coincidental that once when the end of the rainbow was in my neighbor's yard, I found a penny in the dirt (yes, I was digging to get to me gold :-P )
Do you wish on stars?: Every night... =)
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes, in some aspects.
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: No. Hard to explain.
Where do you think we go when we die?: where we belong
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes, indeed.
Who is your best friend?: Since I spend the most time with her....JAMIE!
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Does my mummy count?
Your favourite inside joke?: Awwwwe, but they're all special :-P.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Can't think of anything.
Who's your longest known friend?: Melissa
Newest?: Nick
Shyest?: Jamie S.
Funniest?: Jamie L.
Sweetest?: Jared, Jakey, and Sam
Closest?: I'm growing closer to all of my friends.
Weirdest?: Jamie S.
Smartest?: Jonathan.
Ditziest?: :-/
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Melissa
Last person you talked to online?: Sam
Who do you talk to most online?: Don't AIM very often.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Sam, and Jamie reserves some of her lunch breaks for me...yeaey for me! :-)
Who do you trust most?: I believe that I can trust each and EVERY one of my friends. I have really good friends.
Who listens to your problems?: I try not to bother other's with my problems.
Who do you fight most with?: Fight?
Who's the most outgoing?: Jamie S., Bridgette, Jamie L.
Who's the best singer?: Sam has a pretty voice!
Who's on your shit-list?: Ha! Ha! How horrible! I don't keep people like that around.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Hmmmmm. That is an interresting question...
Who's your second family?: My friends.
Do you always feel understood?: I don't know if anyone really understands me.
Who's the loudest friend?: Jared has a really loud laugh during movies that is fun to laugh at.
Do you trust others easily?: Friends...yes. I have a problem trusting guys...not the one's that I know, though.
Who's house were you last at?:Sam's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::........:-)....=)...;-)...
Do your friends know you?: Enough
Friend that lives farthest away:: Anna and Rolf
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: holding hands, whispering, sweet kisses, warm hugs.
Turn-on?: Guys wearing cologne.
Turn-off?: bad breathe
First kiss?: at 13, with Justin Overton.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: slightly uncomfortable, but I would still take the time to get the time to get to know them and at least be friends with them, who knows, I might find something about them that I would like.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Not really, more guys need to learn to step up to the plate, however.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I hope so.
What is best about the opposite sex?: They are easier to talk to.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: ego's at times.
What's the last present someone gave you?: Glowy stars, and Japanese snacks.
Are you in love?: no, it takes time, I don't believe the whole love at first sight thing will happen to me, I will fall in love with the person with a personality that I will really get to know and LOVE.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one right now.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: ?
You wanted to kill?: Joe Smith, but that was a year ago.
That you laughed at?: Sam
That laughed at you?: Sam
That turned you on?: HAHAHA, Sam...
You went shopping with?: Mummy.
That broke your heart? No comment.
To disappoint you?: Hmmmm, there are a few, but I can't hold it against them.
To ask you out?: to go out? to be a couple?? I need more details!
To make you cry?: No comment
To brighten up your day?: Sam and Jamie S.
That you thought about?: Jamie S.
You saw a movie with?: Jame L., Nick, Jamie S., Bridgette, and Jared...I didn't get to finish it though.
You talked to on the phone?: Sam
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Sam
You saw?: Sam, oh my gosh, I feel so repetitive :-P These questions need to be spiced up a little.
You lost?: my MeMe
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
Will it be with your significant other?: Maybe I will have one soon...:-)...
Or some random person?:
What are you wearing right now?: pink shorts with shooting stars, and a black shirt.
Body part you're touching right now:: foot.
What are you worried about right now?: Something.
What book are you reading?: Well I wish I was reading Harry Potter...
What's on your mousepad?: football calendar.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: anxious, tired, Xcited, optimistic, hopefull
Are you bored?: I wouldn't be doing this if I wasn't
Are you tired?: Like you wouldn't believe
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: no
What is your name? Alyssa
Are you named after anyone?: Alyssa Milano (from Who's the Boss and those AT&T commercials).
What's your screename?: civchick04 (soon-to-be-changed)
Would you name a child of yours after you?: I have no children. But in the future? No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jade or Talon.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I like mine :-).
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Older people tend to pronounce my name as Alicia (uh-lee-shuh). So I am forever scarred and cringe when I hear the name Alicia (no offence to those that have the name, it just kind of happens to me, ha).
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I don't like my last name, but no. I will just wait until I am wed.
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: indeed
If not, do you want to be?: (i am)
Birthdate:: March 21
Your age:: 18
Age you act:: Hopefully my own.
Age you wish you were:: I am happy now.
Your height:: 5' 5" maybe...?
Eye color:: greeny-blue.
Happy with it?: Yes.
Hair color:: Brown.
Happy with it?: I want red and blonde highlights, or a darker hair color, but I think that I will keep it just the way that it is.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: With my mummy, daddy, bubby, and Sleepy.
Your family:: I couldn't imagine having another family, I love them more than anything else in this world, though I get frustrated with my father at times, I still love him, and my mummy is my best friend.
Have any pets?: Sleepy
Whats your job?: Sales lady and gift-wrapper at David's Pharmacy...HECK YEAH!
Piercings?: 5
Tattoos?: No, but I would like to get a pretty, tiny one sometime.
Obsessions?: Cleanliness, hair, tattoos, music, etc.
Addictions?: Lip gloss, gum, fragrances...
Do you speak another language?: Not any more, but hopefully in the future.
Have a favorite quote?: "All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream"-Edgar Allen Poe.
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Do you live in the moment?: Not really, I like to plan things.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Indeed.
Do you have any secrets?: Hmmm, maybe? But none that I can really think of.
Do you hate yourself?: no
Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes.
Do you have any bad habits?: I'm sure I do, but I try not to.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I am so happy and that it rubs off on them.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ??
What's your biggest fear?: something happening to my family
Can you sing?: I try atleast.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nah, though I wish I had other's fashion at times, but I am so happy with my fashion right now.
Are you a loner?: Depends on the mood I am in.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To be happy and successful.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I think I would be.
Are you a daredevil?: As long as it doesn't include water or the severing of body parts.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: That I can be overly quiet at times.
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive.
Do you have a journal?: Yes, real and online, but my real one has my music and poetry and deeply felt feelings in it.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Being able to listen/help people with problems. Being too quiet, again.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: hmm...maybe to be a bit bitchier? working on it though...
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I have my up's and down's, I am usually at my weakest during school.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Don't we all have regrets?
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes :).
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you".
What do you like the most about your body?: Lips and teeth.
And least?: My thighs... :-(
Do you think you are good looking?: I hope I am.
Are you confident?: In what? Being able to do things? Yes. Looking good? Depends on what I am wearing.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Cinderella...?
Are you perceived wrongly?: I think so, until people get to know me atleast.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: The City Scene every Friday
Pray?: almost every night.
Go to church?: Ehhhhhh, not too often.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: I HATE that!
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not lately, I haven't had someone special to give me a plushie that I can sleep with :-P.
Take walks in the rain?: That is so awesome...I want to make-out in the rain though.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes, I'm even nice to them.
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: No.
Would or Have You Ever?
Hurt yourself?: No.
Been out of the country?: No, but Germany is awaiting me this spring break.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Seafood, Sushi.
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: When I got dehydrated and passed out.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: Nah, I slapped a girl in first grade though.
Been picked on?: shyeah! All the way until 10th grade, and after that, I just figured out that I didn't care.
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: No :*(. I want to.
Thought about suicide?: no way
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: Only two days.
Gone one day without food?: Only when I am sick.
Talked on the phone all night?: Does 8 hours count? I got off at 5 in the morning.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes
Slept all day?: Yes, but that was a bad feeling.
Killed someone?: HAHAHA! If I had, do you think I would really admit it on here?...but no.
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: Ugh, I would be disgusted with myself. No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Bwahaha. What is "crazy" anyways? And do any of us really know?
Kissed the same sex?: No.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?: That's frequent.
Broken the law?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: Tommy Hilfigure, Richard Simmons, a guy from Dukes of Hazzard, and someone else whom I can't remember. And I am in an artist's cd Thank You's.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: a frog
On purpose?: a frog...I was three OKAY? Don't judge :(
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Not that I can remember, I normally keep things to myself.
Stolen anything?: No...unless the safety pins that hold price tags onto jeans count.
Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: HA! Oh geeze, that was an experience, yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Only during school.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Quite a few.
Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: Eh, it is always fun to read.
Magic?: Not really
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: wish I did
Ghosts?: OH YES *cringes*
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Kind of...not really...yes...no? Maybe?
Witches?: Yes.
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I've never seen any gold, though it was coincidental that once when the end of the rainbow was in my neighbor's yard, I found a penny in the dirt (yes, I was digging to get to me gold :-P )
Do you wish on stars?: Every night... =)
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes, in some aspects.
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: No. Hard to explain.
Where do you think we go when we die?: where we belong
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes, indeed.
Who is your best friend?: Since I spend the most time with her....JAMIE!
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Does my mummy count?
Your favourite inside joke?: Awwwwe, but they're all special :-P.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Can't think of anything.
Who's your longest known friend?: Melissa
Newest?: Nick
Shyest?: Jamie S.
Funniest?: Jamie L.
Sweetest?: Jared, Jakey, and Sam
Closest?: I'm growing closer to all of my friends.
Weirdest?: Jamie S.
Smartest?: Jonathan.
Ditziest?: :-/
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Melissa
Last person you talked to online?: Sam
Who do you talk to most online?: Don't AIM very often.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Sam, and Jamie reserves some of her lunch breaks for me...yeaey for me! :-)
Who do you trust most?: I believe that I can trust each and EVERY one of my friends. I have really good friends.
Who listens to your problems?: I try not to bother other's with my problems.
Who do you fight most with?: Fight?
Who's the most outgoing?: Jamie S., Bridgette, Jamie L.
Who's the best singer?: Sam has a pretty voice!
Who's on your shit-list?: Ha! Ha! How horrible! I don't keep people like that around.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Hmmmmm. That is an interresting question...
Who's your second family?: My friends.
Do you always feel understood?: I don't know if anyone really understands me.
Who's the loudest friend?: Jared has a really loud laugh during movies that is fun to laugh at.
Do you trust others easily?: Friends...yes. I have a problem trusting guys...not the one's that I know, though.
Who's house were you last at?:Sam's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::........:-)....=)...;-)...
Do your friends know you?: Enough
Friend that lives farthest away:: Anna and Rolf
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: holding hands, whispering, sweet kisses, warm hugs.
Turn-on?: Guys wearing cologne.
Turn-off?: bad breathe
First kiss?: at 13, with Justin Overton.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: slightly uncomfortable, but I would still take the time to get the time to get to know them and at least be friends with them, who knows, I might find something about them that I would like.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Not really, more guys need to learn to step up to the plate, however.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I hope so.
What is best about the opposite sex?: They are easier to talk to.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: ego's at times.
What's the last present someone gave you?: Glowy stars, and Japanese snacks.
Are you in love?: no, it takes time, I don't believe the whole love at first sight thing will happen to me, I will fall in love with the person with a personality that I will really get to know and LOVE.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one right now.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: ?
You wanted to kill?: Joe Smith, but that was a year ago.
That you laughed at?: Sam
That laughed at you?: Sam
That turned you on?: HAHAHA, Sam...
You went shopping with?: Mummy.
That broke your heart? No comment.
To disappoint you?: Hmmmm, there are a few, but I can't hold it against them.
To ask you out?: to go out? to be a couple?? I need more details!
To make you cry?: No comment
To brighten up your day?: Sam and Jamie S.
That you thought about?: Jamie S.
You saw a movie with?: Jame L., Nick, Jamie S., Bridgette, and Jared...I didn't get to finish it though.
You talked to on the phone?: Sam
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Sam
You saw?: Sam, oh my gosh, I feel so repetitive :-P These questions need to be spiced up a little.
You lost?: my MeMe
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
Will it be with your significant other?: Maybe I will have one soon...:-)...
Or some random person?:
What are you wearing right now?: pink shorts with shooting stars, and a black shirt.
Body part you're touching right now:: foot.
What are you worried about right now?: Something.
What book are you reading?: Well I wish I was reading Harry Potter...
What's on your mousepad?: football calendar.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: anxious, tired, Xcited, optimistic, hopefull
Are you bored?: I wouldn't be doing this if I wasn't
Are you tired?: Like you wouldn't believe
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: no