I'm six weeks and one day past my surgery and I'm still feeling something in my gut area.  Just below my belly button in the center and just below the skin. It's hard to describe exactly what I'm feeling right there, but it's not pain.  It's like a sensitive stinging feeling.  It's like having a bad sunburn just below the skin.

So I'm not sure if ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good day at work yesterday wit almost no pain in my gut.  I would go so far as to say that I didn't have nay pain, discomfort is more what I'm feeling now in the core area of my body.  Except when I cough or laug, then I'm feeling a sharp pain and I have to hold myself, put a little back pressure, and it's not so bad.

I don't feel ( Read more... )

Felt like a quick visit here.  I haven't been journaling for a while, I was doing other things - mostly studying and researching and just reading - and was training pretty intensely.  Until four weeks ago.  I had double (left and right) inguinal hernia  mesh implant and  was out of it for about a full week.  I'm mostly recovered now - four weeks ( Read more... )

I haven't been here in a few days.  I guess it was end of last week sometimes that I was here.  I feel like I am in such a good flow that I don't want to stop anywhere, I just want to go with it and the flow never seems to push me in the direction of here.  I still don't feel like stopping here.  Everything is good.  Everything is fine.  Everything ( Read more... )

Sometimes there are days that do not deserve to be remembered.  Yesterday, the work part of yesterday, the second half of yesterday, was one of them.  So I'll leave it there because I can't talk about it without contemplating violence, and I'm no longer a violent person.

That being said, I was surprisingly calm last night by the time I got home, ( Read more... )

Nothing new or exciting to report.  I had a(nother) good day yesterday. Busy. A bit crazy. But I smoked it.  I'll be training my back up today . . . he finished the classed and they were stalling on sending him out there, they always stall with people they need in other place . . . . I pushed them a bit and he'll be training with me today.  About ( Read more... )

I was listening to pod cast over the weekend and this dude was talking about his daily routine.  He said he wakes up and sends three gratitude texts before he gets out of bed.  I thought that was interesting.  But he did no elaborate.  So I guess he just texts friends and just says what he's thankful for. That feels a little like the journaling ( Read more... )

I had an interesting day yesterday.

I was out galavanting with my lady friend and we stopped at the Red Lobster for lunch.  There was a twenty minute wait for a table, which I doubted because the place was pretty empty but they had about fifteen people in front of us waiting.  The vibe was not good and I figured we'd be waiting a while.  That was ( Read more... )

Short run today to get back in the swing of things.  That leg is still getting a bit tight.  I know it's not an injury cause I can run on it without a limp or any significant pain.  But it just feels like it's stiffening up a bit.  It wasn't bad to day, but I could feel it, barely. I'm going to just run real easy for a few days and then reevaluate ( Read more... )

It's already Friday.

Time has wings these days and seem to be gaining speed.  We come into this world yelling and screaming giddy up and we go out of this world saying whoa whoa whoa.  I think that is Garth Brooks lyrics in one of this songs. Probably butchered it, but it is the jest of the thing.

It was a busy, well spent week. That's for damn ( Read more... )