So after an amazing weekend it took just two people to ruin it. I'm tired of waisting my time on people that you believed to be mature then they turn and show you that they still live in high school. I felt like shit after what happened and I thought what if I was gone...? I love my friends and i love life and myself that I could never kill myself ( Read more... )

It's been forever and I miss and love you all

Ok new phone # 317-694-8247. I miss all of you and I just worked an 12 hour day working for tyhe department of defense making 26.99 and hour. Give me a buzz later

So I had a greattime at LGSA this year and I wish I could have stayed longer. You all were great and I wish I could have had more time to sit down and hang out with each of you individually. You guys are a big part of my life ( Read more... )

Shooting stars are not that special, It is just statistically plausible that you would see something enter the atmosphere after looking up long enough. But the good part of them is that hearing someone say "I've never seen one" you know they are too busy to take a breathe and look up. So people please stop, stand and look up you don't want to miss ( Read more... )

So the last few days have been in the top ten hardest days of my life and yet the most fun. I kissed Becky goodbye as she left for Reno today. I feel as if a huge part of who I am is missing. She makes me smile every time I think of her face. We hung out with her friends, swam were stupid, got drunk, went to parks, went to wal mart late at night ( Read more... )

As of late, feeling like I'm in a movie scene. driving I feel as if I can see the road behind me in some scene where the driver sits and thinks ( Read more... )

It's Official! Paul and myself are hosting a grand party/con/hangout thing July 28-30 ( Read more... )

This entry is neither sad nor happy. I am just in a content mood as of late. So Becky my gf has made the decision to go to Reno after all. I was frustrated and upset for a long time. Then I realized the instead of money issues which she was claiming to be the reason for going to school out there I realized she just wanted to be with her mother who ( Read more... )

Sorry no LJ cut It's way too late and I'm way too tired But I do Love all of you guys ( Read more... )