I'm extremely distraught.

I've been taking lessons from one of my private tutors, Diana Jacklin, for a couple of years, and now she's just flying out to Europe to live the rest of her life making music for the unappreciative Germans. (Not that Americans are at all appreciative of Opera).

What am I going to do without her?!

When you look like me, sort of "half-cute" it throws people off. I'm not hot which makes me approachable, but I'm not Jabba the Hut so I'm not going to drool rabies on you. It's hard to know what to do with me, I guess. I smile big which makes me approachable, and some people need to smile so badly, because they're so sad...so they do what they can ( Read more... )

And not more than two hours after my last post, my stepsister got her own private police escourt off of the property for viciously attacking mom.

This should be a soap opera.

"As the swimming pool churns"

Everytime I stop home at my mother's house, the entire place seems to be in a constant whirlwind of chaos.

I know it's pretty bad when my puppy is seeking refuge hiding under my legs from the yelling.

I like how my stepsister is a fucking whore. >.>;;; I kind of wish she'd just die and end the neverending stream of problems she's causing.

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I'm really, really, really upset that nobody will go see X3 with me.

Somebody go download the song "Straight up" by paula abdul, listen to her, and explain to me why exactly the person who runs american idol decided that she was THE ONE destined to judge pop stars. Seriously. I just want to MEET the person who heard her and said "Yep. This is her. The one with the talent and ability and knowledge to judge others".

I'm employed again.

Five applications, and I've got one call with the prospect of being a door holder for Joe's American Bar and Grille.

:/

Job hunting sucks.

For those of you who know the song "The Reason", you will thoroughly enjoy this

I'm not a perfect boyfriend.
There's many things I wish I didn't choose.
My chronic unemployment.
As well as my affinity for booze.
I want to say before you make me go.
That I just want you to know!

I found a reason, you'll see.
To keep you from dumping me.
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