Ive been thinking about this stuff for awhile and I wasnt gonna post it but i decided that i should so if you dont wanna read it, you dont have to
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cjjjjjj i lovee youuu!!! i will never ever let you stray away from me...you have always been there for me and i will always be here for you..you're never too cool and i would drop anyone in a heart beat for you so have no fear!!!
i had a really awesome time with you during the hurricane.. i don't understnad what you mean.. your not a background friend- your always going to be one of the most important people to me.. if i did say something it was me being an ignorant idiot. and i feel really bad for leaving i just wish that you would talk to me about this to my face because i don't understand what your saying so call me tomorrow and well talk about it.. i'm confused..
I know that it was really immature and stupid of me to post this shit for everyone to see but i warned people in the beginning so hopefully people besides the people i mentioned wont read it. You mean so much more to me than I think that you think you do and I want you to know that you still are one of the closest people to me in my life and one of the people that i feel the most comfortable with. Last night I was just trying to get my emotions out and understand that i dont really know how i feel right now either and its just so hard for me to explain it to someone else. Just know that you are one of my best friends and I love hanging out with you and i wish that we could do it more. most of the time its my fault that we dont hang out but i hope that we can do it more and ill try to hang out with you more.
cj, you know i never wanna lose you as a friend. it's been so hard to keep track of everything going on with myself lately. i've been spending all this time with chris and i realized that i just pretty much wrote off everybody else. it was wrong of me, and believe me, i'm trying SO hard to keep hanging out with you. i'm so glad i have you as a friend. dont ever doubt that. just know that i've got my own problems going on, but when i figure everything out i'll be myself again. <3 ya, and thanks for going out with me today! :o)
I know that you've been busy with Chris and everything lately and I know that you're trying to hang out with me and I'm sorry if i made you sound like a bad guy last night cuz youre one of the few people that ever call me to hang out and sorry i was just in a really depressed mood. I love hanging out with you and i love our random nights that are so incredibly fun and being so scared together cuz a guy with no shirt on a bike just came 2 inches away from the car window haha. I know that you have your own problems and Im willing to give you time to figure everything out and good luck with everything!
thank you so much cj, that means so much to me. these last few days have been unbearable for me, for reasons i'd rather keep to myself. thanks for being patient with me :o)
Duuuude! I always want to hang out with u but u never seem to want to hangout with meeee! I guess u can say its both of our faults for not hanging out as much....but i really do miss the way it was last year! Im always here for u dude! im always just a phone call away and im always here to chill with u too u just have to give me a call and i will do the same! that makes me really sad ur entry and i dont want u to feel like that...Im always here for u dont think that im not! I love u CJ!
jennnn i missssss youuu! Im so happy for you that youve found someone that makes you happy and i wish i could do the same. I miss the way it was last year too but i can tell that this year is so much better for you and im glad that theres change. I know that you will always be there for me and I'll try to call you more to hang out.
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<333 Much love stinky
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that bike guy was classic horror story material.
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