Yesterday night was Bad!! Most of the night my spirits stayed high and I didn't get this down feeling every half an hour, which I usually get these days ( Read more... )

For some reason I broke down crying on the way to school this morning. I was just walking, was raining and nobody was around and suddenly my eyes felt warmer and all these tears started pouring out. It is kind of weird since I don't usually cry, maybe it was good for me ( Read more... )

I feel soo weird, really paranoid, like everyone is pissed off at me, when really I don't think I've done anything to piss anyone off.. Oh well, I decided to just chill out on my own today and try to get my head sorted.

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Well, today I asked Mark to wake me up for school as my mom was going out early but he didn't, well not until 11 when he decided to start knocking a wall out. Despite sleeping so much I still feel so tired and ill ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking angry and upset. I hate emotions, one minute I am so happy the next I just want to cry, it sucks ( Read more... )

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Last Night was fucking awesome. I feel a bit rough this morning though. I shall be at school for one though to do my German exam. I love exams so much, lol, yeah yeah ( Read more... )

I just remembered what is happening tonight.

It's TSUNAMI BOMB!!

Just text Curty to ask what is happening and text Louisa. I'm going to eat loads and get in the bath in hope i get more energy!!

I actually feel happier now. It is going to rock!

I still feel majorly weird. I went to bed really early, although I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning. I finally did get off the sleep though, but I kept waking up. So I woke up around 9 this morning and thought i better get out of bed but it just felt like I couldn't. I got out of my covers but I still didn't want to, I opened the curtain ( Read more... )

I feel really emotional this weekend, well since about Thursday when I got way too stressed out. I did some biology in my head and worked out that it couldn't be hormones. Janet said she thought I'd keep having dips in mood, that is why she wont discharge me, so I guess this shall be the norm. Feeling great for a while and then crying for no reason ( Read more... )