The way i am feeling!! To everyone who choses to read.

[cky_gurl63]

Okay i know i have already written today but i need to get some things off my back that is really killing me. Well you may already know that i am not with Jon and it hurts to look at him and not cry or plan suicide. I really don't know what to do. He was my strength that had to keep myself alive everyday now i am soo weak that the tears that fall

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[sykoqt07]

hey i read all of that and its sad. dont hurt yourself. you are too loved by other people you dont want to hurt them to do you? i love you emily. i care. and plus you said 12!! 12!! omg! you deserve somone better. someone who really cares about you. like my steve. you are too good for him. i know you can get better girl. you are beautiful. and you should show it.
later
pookie

[heather_1489]

omg Em I am so sorry u feel this way! The pain is not goin to go away really quickly I will be honest! I wish things didnt have to go this way but for some god damn reason they do! I want to be able to help in any way just let me know! I am here for u! What he did was wrong epsecially by putting it in his lj! He has some shit he needs to work out right now! Maybe after a lil while he will realize how much he actually cares about u! I hope for the best and dont give up! luv u!

[sammie_gurl_17]

em~ look. i feel bad that i had to be the one to break it to you and that everyboyd else had to see it before you. i didnt want you to read it at school bcuz it would have made matters worse. im really sorry!!! i really am. dnt hurt urself. dnt even say it. i kno ur hurtin a lot but it hurts ur friends when you say stuff like that!!! i dont kno what i would do without my girls!! and ur included in that!!! look you are one of my best friends and it bugs me when your upset and to see you cry makes it even harder i dont kno what to say to make your pain go away. and i kno i really cant.you kno AJ and i really care. and im sorry about what you heard today. i knew but i didnt have the heart to tell you!! be strong emmie, you kno that you have us to lean on. you didnt do anything wrong. you gave him your heart there was nothing that you did wrong at all. your both my friends but im really sorry that this happened. you kno im here 4 u!! ttyl lylas. sam

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[joeyisgro]

hey i really cant give to much advise besides i know how ya feel and youll always have a friend like me and any ways if you need to talk im here (who could i tell i dont know any one) lol

[ill_cry_tomorro]

Wow emmie,
We don't talk much but even just seeing you in the halls with Jon I knew you loved him.

I don't know how it happened, or what went on, But I'm really really sorry.

Stay strong.
<3