I feel like crying and im not exactly sure why. I hate to cry. For some reason it feels like im starting over. I've been here for a year. A new school year is about to start, but i feel like im doing it all over again, and i have nothing to start out with. Why is that? I wish i didnt feel like this anymore. Im sick of it. Im sick of all of ( Read more... )

*sigh*

Nothing interesting has happened since i last wrote. Oh except Jayme, Connor, and I got a flat tire pulling out of my subdivision. That was interesting. I've been at my grandmas the past few days. I enjoyed it A LOT. I usually get bored fast over there but i hadnt spend some TIME with her in almost a year. It doesnt seem like that to me at ( Read more... )

*sigh* Today is a lazy day. Im kinda enjoying being home though. I slept in. Well actually i had to get up for registration early, but when i got back i slept for a few more hours. MMM, it felt nice. Um, Jayme and I saw the notebook. It was suchhhhhh a good movie. I cried. lol....thats the girly sappy side of me showing through. But I ( Read more... )

Im having a better day today. Some days i just feel shit, when others im completely fine. Im kinda happy actually. No reason, but its a good thing right? Nothing has happened yet today. Yesterday was registration but i didnt go. I'll go to the late one on monday. We thought i had to have a booster (ahhhh) but i dont think i need it yet. ( Read more... )

Im kinda dependent on other ppl. Like...when my friends cant hang out i get all bored and upset. I misinterpret things easily, and everything always seems worse than it really is. Im starting to feel unhappy again....that could be bad. I wish i could feel the way everyone else feels. I wish i could be content just being home alone for a while ( Read more... )

Im sooo fuckin happy to be home. Seriously. I called jayme....and i found out her connor and david did donuts in a fuckin field and connor got arrested. JESUS.....he cant see jayme anymore and hes WAY grounded. Hes got a court date. I was like SHIT. David and jayme arent in any shit but still....connor isnt gonna be around for awhile ( Read more... )

We have this cabin deal thing up in the mountains. Its sooo pretty but im REALLY starting to miss everyone. Im coming home on sunday...and thank god thats it for my vacations. It rains here too much. I dont have internet access in the cabin so im in this tiny library in town. I doubt i'll be coming back before i leave. My brother is with us ( Read more... )

I feel sooo sick. I've been feeling like this all day. We just came back from dinner, and I couldn't eat a bite. I ran back up to the room for medicine, but it hasnt kicked in yet. We're checking out of the hotel tomorrow morning and going to Philadelphia for 2 days. Next Sunday we're going home. I like it here, but I just feel like being ( Read more... )

I havnt written about him before and I owe him an entry. See, he and I were kinda together but kinda not. There were complications. But we were never officially going out. But I did care about him a whole lot, and I still do. David kinda cut into it, but I still consider him one of my best friends. David knows about him and he knows about ( Read more... )