One year since it all happened.
The baby is one year old now.
One year, seems like forever and yesterday all at once.
I miss it terribly and would give anything to go back.
Tomorrow I will make myself remember forever and that's the way it should be.
I can't forget my experiences.

For a little girl there are now dolls to play with and take care of, pretty clothes to try on, shiny black leather-patent shoes, and as a special reward she may help mommy with housework and stir the batter in the big white bowl. No one ever really tells her to be "domestic" or "esthetic'" or "maternal" but she's learning. A little boy meanwhile, ( Read more... )

School has been going really well. Today I have English and Diversity Awareness and Practice (I already threw down how I thought Diversity was an old, old wooden ship, haha). I start at 1:30 and end of 6:00.... blah, I think I would rather start earlier if I could end before 6:00pm. Monday and Tuesday's are the days when my classes end at 6:00pm. ( Read more... )

I moved in to Rez this past Tuesday (I know I stopped my countdown, haha). Dave came with the family and helped move in and arrange all of my stuff. He stayed the night which was nice and slept in the next morning while I went to my orientations. I drove hom after the orientations to go to work and then i stayed at my house so that i could go to my ( Read more... )

STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO TONIGHT ( Read more... )

I just melt when I hear The Phantom of the Opera. The vocalists are so talented it blows my mind. The dynamics, the vibrato... just wow. THE RANGE! It's just beautiful. Throughout the song I get goosebumps and chills, that's how much I love it. Not just the actual Phantom song, a lot of the songs from the show. However, Sarah Brightman is really ( Read more... )

My dad and I went to the Hyundai dealership in Newmarket yesterday. We met a man name Gidi (Giddy), he was the first one who pounced on us and was our salesman for the short period of time. We told him what I was looking for and he took me to see some Accent Hatchbacks in the lot. I got to test drive this (pretty ugly colour) automatic hatchback. ( Read more... )

So my birthday was pretty sweet. Dave's family went to a friend's cottage for the weekend ( Read more... )

So who is crazy enough to work a 13 hour shift... Yep, only me! Frig. I have a headache now, but I brought it on myself. I agreed to pick up the extra shift. It would have been a breeze because the individual who has high behaviors is at camp, so it just would have been the calm ladies... EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT... one of the ladies started ( Read more... )

He says that he is not looking forward to waiting around for me ( Read more... )