cliz, i know you're strezzin because lamar has been your everything for what seems like forever ... but things are going to be alright. maybe not IDEAL, but alright. You guys will still be able to talk, so it's not like you're not going to be able to contact him. And think about it-- it's not going to be like that forever. And don't keep mulling over what's gonna happen in the future, it's too confusing right now. Just focus on today, and then worry about tomorrow when your alarm doesn't go off that next morning!
I love you... don't weigh down your spirits with this heavy shit! Enjoy today. Okay?
Claire, you're the best girl friend I've ever had. I'm gonna be here for you, so whenever you're lonely, we'll bowl or something.
I don't think about the future often, except for what I want to do on the weekends. That's about as far as I go, and I'm kind of a happy person. There's still a big part of me missing and I might not ever get it back, but I don't let it hold me down.
i know where you're coming from with some of these. the only thing i can do is try to keep my mind off of things by doing something else, or planning things to cover free time up. i`m traveling this summer, because i know that if i stay here that will end up =ing to death. because i think so much... about the future. i think i know what i want to do, but then i think i'm gonna be competing with half of the world. i dont know where lamar is going, but it would be like having a broken leg if donnie went anywhere. because hes' my best friend too. he's pretty much the only person i can count on when a bomb hits my brain.
i'm sorry you feel this way claire, i hate feeling things like that. i hate feeling lost, anywhere. this summer though, i'm gonna be gone for a while, but when i come back we need to do something other than eating. we can do that PLUS something elseeee.
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i hate the thought of my future as well.
everything sucks. and i've got so much to do...but no will to do any of it.
i can't say i have any advice cuz i'm goin through some same stuff...except lamar leaving is definately gonna hit you harder than me, and i hate that.
ideal is anything that has you feeling peaceful or content.
i know my words are pretty much meaningless...
but i couldnt just make a comment that says
"hey i read it" now can i?
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Just focus on today, and then worry about tomorrow when your alarm doesn't go off that next morning!
I love you... don't weigh down your spirits with this heavy shit!
Enjoy today. Okay?
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And you make perfect sense, always.
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I don't think about the future often, except for what I want to do on the weekends. That's about as far as I go, and I'm kind of a happy person. There's still a big part of me missing and I might not ever get it back, but I don't let it hold me down.
Keep your head up, kid.
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the only thing i can do is try to keep my mind off of things by doing something else, or planning things to cover free time up.
i`m traveling this summer, because i know that if i stay here that will end up =ing to death. because i think so much... about the future.
i think i know what i want to do, but then i think i'm gonna be competing with half of the world.
i dont know where lamar is going, but it would be like having a broken leg if donnie went anywhere. because hes' my best friend too. he's pretty much the only person i can count on when a bomb hits my brain.
i'm sorry you feel this way claire, i hate feeling things like that.
i hate feeling lost, anywhere.
this summer though, i'm gonna be gone for a while, but when i come back we need to do something other than eating.
we can do that PLUS something elseeee.
love you babydall.
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