Today I took Plan B!
heres hoping.

on a lighter note... this song is amazing.

I want my boyfriend to style his hair like an 80's punk/goth.

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Anxiety

Pitter patter goes my palpitating heart

muscles tighten, the stomach aches, the body

breaks

thoughts race through my mind like dozens of dying, rabid mice in a cage

sickness, death,

silence

death, death, death.

Time spins, and so does my head

the homeless are shooting up on the bus

irrational fears take over

adrenaline fuels the pain

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happy cat mas.


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drunk on whiskey and kisses and the

microphones.

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Pacing aimlessly around my house on a friday night. Everyone is asleep. My dad, as usual, passed out on the couch, and my mother is sleeping upstairs along with my sister in the next bedroom. No friends around tonight. No Jack Kerouac because I lent "The Dharma Bums" out to Max. I now understand the need to be drunk while reading Kerouac because I ( Read more... )

burning wax. arizona potato chips, "bloink", spice girls, aqua, the fiery furnaces, hitch hikers, god lovers, weed, pabst blue ribbon, separate beds, separate bodies?, delicious cheese, crackers and pickles, the hard carpet floor.
I need to start taking pictures with my new canon camera ( Read more... )

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