I think I'm drowning, asphyxiated.

[clandestine13]

I am not desperate. Not in the sense you think I am.

Do you know why I'm longing for a relationship? No? I'll tell you why. I'm longing for a relationship because half of my family has decided it is easier for them to pretend I don't exist, and the other half lives in England. I'm longing for a relationship because I haven't seen my mother 18 months

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[ext_206782]

Aww...
*tries to think of something optimistic and supportive*
*fails*
*bear-hugs* =]

Far gone and too late

[obsidian_eyes3]

I wish I wasn't so out of your life. =/ It kills me to not notice you post these things until 1 and a half years later, and be too late to comfort you. Back in the day I would've been here for you within 24 hours. Not that it would do much. =/ You know, considering the whole you needing a relationship and all. But perhaps as a friend. Although, to be honest, I'm surprised. I always figured you got called pretty, and beautiful, quite frequently. And I would also figure people to be able to see through your thinly veiled strength. I'm not shocked that no one really comforted you though. People, unfortunately, tend to be rather self-absorbed. As for Alex... I vaguely recall you mentioning him to me before... I can't remember if I liked him or not, but I'm getting the feeling that I harbored a deep and festering hatred for the kid.