Everything bad.

[clarabellapasta]

It's raining.

I have no money.

I got stalked yesterday.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

I'm leaving all my friends behind to go to a place where I know virtually no one.

I was dumped last week.

Everything bad.

*slump*.

Comments

[little_ekern]

I think I know how you feel.
When I left Uni last year I was going to a place where it would turn out that I knew not only virtually no-one but literally no-one (unless you count family members as real people, which I don't because I can't go out or do anything fun or have decent conversations with them). Although I knew what I wanted to be I had no idea what to do. I thought it was going to be really shit. I was right but it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it was going to be. Now one year later I'm feeling quite good, happy and optimistic about things. People of our age are not supposed to know what they're doing with their life but it doesn't matter because this will pass. The sooner you can learn how to stop worrying about life, the better. Nothing I'm saying here really matters because I at least, know that things will get better for you anyway. Just bear this in mind on those days when you don't feel so good.
Stuart X

[clarabellapasta]

Hey,

Thanks for your words. I know that you're right, it just gets me down from time to time that's all. I'm trying to music more because it takes my mind off the blankness and makes me feel like i'm doing something vaguely constructive. Owen finished his exams yesterday and i think he gets a little bit of how i feel but he's only a second year so probably can't completely empathise.
Thank you for replying though because sometimes its just good to know that someone's listening :) xx