Sometimes it just hits me out of no where that James is dead. I know it's been years but that kind of loss never goes away.

I'm really upset about my sister's decision ( Read more... )

sometimes i just get overwhelmed with how amazing my family is. my sister is an incredible viola player. she's in the symphony and i dont think i've ever told her that i think she rocks. and my cousins Riley, and Bradi are fantastic photographers. like i'm not even joking. they have websites and shoot at legit events. And my cousin Tom is studying ( Read more... )

i feel okay with the way things are heading in my life, not happy with it, but not terribly dissapointed either.

Things dont seem to be going according to plan. But i think i might finally start getting the swing of things.

I need to be my own best friend. It sucks that I cant leave that burden on anyone else, but it's true.

I'm okay.

Sometimes when life is going so good... i feel like things are bound to go wrong. And I wait for it to happen. I just wait. I basically ask for it. Everytime i get in my car to drive somewhere my heart races. I see a cop and I basically have a heart attack. It really really bites ( Read more... )

I do ( Read more... )

At this point in my life, I find I have nothing to keep myself occupied. I want a job. I want a hobby. I want an excuse to be so useless. I need someone to keep me occupied ( Read more... )

fuck this shit!

hahah.

anyway. i'm venturing vice president :). I also haven't talked to marco in forever. I miss him.

I love my life.

I had a great weekend. It was SO busy... but reallly good ( Read more... )

I am procrastinating ( Read more... )