(JongTae) Belly Dancing does NOT make me a slut.
Title: Belly Dancing Does NOT Make Me A Slut.
Author: Clariguard
Pairing: JongTae
Rating: NC-17 (at SOME spots)
Warnings: JongTae sexyness, bdsm, random shit
a/n: So.... I made this on a document and uploaded on AFF in chapters but I'm just gonna be an ass and upload the entire thing..... XP Hopefully you'll read it lololololol
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My friends dragged me along with to some mexican place and club after we ate. Ugh. He KNEW I hated this kind of stuff. Not that I dislike food, meeting people, and dancing, but I hated the alchohol, smoke, drugs, and sex that seemed to is rummored to happen at clubs in that area.
We had the perfect meal and sat there for about an hour, talking about random stuff until we decided to head over to the club. I was dreading it, and they all knew it.
Before I get into details, let me tell you who 'we' and 'my friends' are anyway. Hyuna, IU, CL, Bora, Hyomin, Eunjung, G.Na, Sohee, Suzy, Ailee, Hyorin, and my best friend, Kim Bo Kyung. We were all insanely close but BoKyung and I knew everything about each other. Everyone met on the same day in the same class; belly dancing. That's a little odd of a class, right? Yup.
We loved it though. We didn't take it for us to suddenly feel sexy or try to be sexy by learning it, but because it not only built up our confidence but it helped us find out what our bodies could even do. Plus, it built sturdy friendships with us all.
Sadly though, we all have some of our own clicks. I mean really, with 13 girls, there's gonna be clicks. Me and BoKyung are definately one of them; Suzy and IU; Hyuna, CL, and Bora; Sohee and Ailee; Hyomin and Eunjung; G.Na and Hyorin. But when we all meet together, we're like a great big huge family, and it's what we needed.
We're all a mix of poor or rich, family problems or not, and bullied or not. Sadly, I'm in the lesser of each. Poor, family problems, and bullied. They all support me and pay for my class, offer a room to sleep in, and give me advice on bullies. I really don't deserve it, or at least i don't think I do, but they always help me. Maybe it's because I'm the youngest but even then, they shouldn't feel the need to no matter how close we are. But I'm eternally grateful and in debt to them all.
Mushy gushy time is over. Now onto me. Yup. That didn't sound self centered at all, right? :p Whatever.
Taemin. That's my name. My mom was on so much medication when she decided that name for me and didn't realize I was girl. : / Yeah, I know, pathetic. My dad wasn't even there. Instead he was out dealing some drugs like he usually does. My dad was a dealer, my mom was an ahlcoholic. The rest of my 'family' didn't want anything to with me because of my parents. I was also an only child.
My family was broke. We lived in a two bedroom apartment paying 200 bucks a month. It was super run down. No heat or air conditioning, no warm water, water stains on the walls, and only two windows in the house. One in the living room and one in my bedroom. The only time parents cared about what I thought and wanted was when we got this place and I claimed that room as mine since it had the window. I loved to be outside and that connected me to it. Plus, my parents didn't want people snooping in on THEIR room and what they were doing in there. 'Nuff said. (At least I hope...)
After school, I'd come home for a bit, check on my parents and do any chores they needed me to do. I'd run to the store every wednesday to get our food and other supplies then bring them back to the house. Other than that though, I'd be gone. I would always sleep at one of my REAL family's houses. Mainly BoKyung's.
Her family was rich. Everything about her life was opposite of mine. She had everything she wanted and a perfect family. They all knew me and have pretty much taken me in anyway. They pay most of the expenses of my belly dancing class.
My class is every Monday, Thursday, and Saturday for three hours. Always 5-8 PM. My parents knew i was taking the class and decided to start calling me a slut because of it. They didn't approve of it but would let me go anyway so they could have that time to eachother. Yuck. >.> I wasn't a slut though. I loved seeing how I could move my body. I wasn't there to become sexy or anything, but because I wanted to learn to do more than what I could on my own. I loved that class. Above all, I loved my new family. My REAL family.
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My friends dragged me along with to some mexican place and a club after we ate. Ugh. They KNEW I hated this kind of stuff. Not that I dislike food, meeting people, and dancing, but I hated the alchohol, smoke, drugs, and sex that seemed to be rummored to happen at clubs in that area.
We had the perfect meal and sat there for about an hour, talking about random stuff until we decided to head over to the club. I was dreading it, and they all knew it.
"Trust me, it'll be fun." Bokyung smiled down at me. Gosh she looked beautiful. It's not fair, they all looked amazing. Sohee was adorable in her dress which was by far the most conservative. Mine was pretty revealing. Let me say this again though. I am not a slut. We are not sluts. But. We sure can dress like one when we want to.
"Tae, are you gonna be okay?" Hyorin asked me as we got closer. She was most worried about me since she was the oldest and I was the youngest. Our bond was very special and delicate. She was like a mom, minus the nagging.
"I-I don't know..." I answered truthfully. I was kind of afraid even though I would always act tougher than I should. It would be my first time at a club. And since they lowered the age to when you can get into clubs and drink to age 15, who knew what could happen.
Everyone had been to this club; everyone but me. They seemed to like it a lot for some reason. They wouldn't tell me why but told me that I'd find out once we were there.
"If you get scared and want to leave, tell any one of us and we'll leave with you. Everyone, let's promise this. No matter what. We're watching over each other while we're in here." Hyorin said turning around. She put her hand in the middle of us all and everyone follwed saying 'It's a promise' individually. We all ended up smiling and walking up to the place with minimal talking after that, everyone in peace. That was until we were allowed in.
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At first glace it wasn't bad. Not at all. It was huge, and you could see multiple floors. There were rooms above, below, and on the sides for obvious reasons. There was a bar and some TVs around it. Surprisingly there was no smoking allowed which made me really happy since it made me gag.
The colors were black, blue, purple, and silver in the club. There was a band up there playing and people could go up and sing songs. The dance floor was pretty much the entire place where there weren't chairs with good reason. There was very little space for everyone honestly. Tons of people were here. The other women there were wearing even more revealing clothes than what I was, or than what any of us were wearing.
"See? It's not that bad, right?" CL said to me, smiling and sticking her tounge out. I nodded my head at her. "But this isn't where we normally are. This is just a warm up really. Downstairs if our favorite place." She said to me. The smile disappeared from my face as it turned to confusion.
"You'll find out in a while. Once you're use to it here, come on downstairs. We'll be waiting for you." Eunjung said. I nodded still a little confused. Bokyung stayed back with me which is really what helped me adjust to this place.
"You should go up there and sing." She joked with me when we finally sat down from dancing.
"Nooo!! I'm too shy for that!" I said to her smirk. She begged me for a good five minutes and then changed her request.
"How about you belly dance then?" She smirked even wider.
"Only if you come with me." I said smiling back.
"Sure, we'll have like a belly off, hahaha!" She laughed.
"We have a problem though..." I said to her. She gave me a confused look. I rolled my eyes jokingly at her, "We aren't showing our bellies, duh!!"
"Don't worry! They actually have some here! Since we come a lot, they let us keep some here so we dance dance for everyone every so often." She explained to me. I nodded my head as I followed her to a changing room. She handed me a white one:
http://www.bellydancecostume-wholesale.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=15&products_id=1272
and took the red one:
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When we walked out they had already cleared the stage for us. I guess they found out when we went back there. Hahaha. : ) Music started to play as we came out ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUYyKtG4G2E&feature=related ). We made our way to the stage and said hi to everyone then started our dance off. She started with hers and we switched off until the song ended.
"So who won? The girl in red?" A man with a mic asked coming on stage. People screamed for Bokyung and then he changed to me. "Or the girl in white?" It was insanely loud for me. "Obviously our white angel won! Congrats!" He said and everyone cheered for me. Bokyung hugged me, not upset at all that she lost. More like she was happy she had lost.
We got off the stage and went to change back into our dresses before coming back out. People were starting to sing now and we decided to get a drink. She got a mild wine while I decided to just have some Coke. Guys were walking past us, whistleing and flirting. I rolled my eyes; they were ugly.
After a few minutes a guy came up behind me and slinked an arm around my waist. "Hey beautiful, mind if I join in with you and your friend?" He asked. I turned around and saw a handsome man. Not just handsome but sexy. He had some serious muscles. His hair was brow nwith blonde tips and his eyes were like a puppy; cute and playful. He gave off a strange aura to me though. Not bad just different. Even iff his sleeveless shirt was unbuttoned, his tie insanely loose, and his black jeans looked a little too tight in the wrong (or right) way, he seemed kind of dangerous.
"I'm sure she doesn't mind at all. I'm Bokyung, and you are?" She completely saved my nervous ass by speaking up. I was shocked that not only was there a super attractive guy next to me, but that he was actually talking to me.
"I'm Jonghyun. What about your shy friend here?" He asked smirking at her.
"Taemin." I said softly, barely audiable that he seemed to have picked up.
"Wow, unique name. I've only heard guys with that name though. It kind of suits you in a way. What does it mean?"
"It means 'great people'." I said softly still.
"Ahh. I like it. Want me to buy you another Coke?" He asked me. The three of us drank a little more and talked more for a while and then he suggested that we go downstairs.
"I don't think she's ready for that... maybe..." Bokyung said a little worried about me. "It's her first time at a club and all and she hasn't been here or heard about downstairs yet."
"What's down there?" I asked innocently.
"You'll be shocked once you know." Jonghyun said. "When you're ready, come find me down there. I'll be waiting, Taemin." He said winking as he left.
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"What's downstairs?" I asked Bokyung once Jonghyun had left.
"Are you sure you want know? You don't even have to go down there if you don't wnat to." She said trying to persuade me out of going.
"Is it that bad or something?" I asked.
"Well to people who haven't been here or are like you," She said pausing. I was giving her a look, "Not in a bad way like you but like the.... You're just so innocent!" She said to me.
"You're only five years older than me, it shouldn't be that bad." I said to her.
"Well because I've had five more years in this world than you, I'm not all that innocent." She said to me. I knew a little too well what she was talking about in that sentence.
"Well it's not your fault that happened so just forgive and forget; or just forget. Just tell me what's down there so that when I do end up going down there I don't have a heart attack or whatever you're worried about." I said smiling lightly at her. She took a deep breathe and decided to explain to me.
"Do you know what bdsm is?" She asked me carefully.
"What?" I asked confused, slightly laughing for not knowing.
"Bdsm... It's like... Okay, just hear me out while I explain, okay? Don't interrupt, got it?" She asked. I nodded. "Okay... It's like... Chains, whips, bondage, leather, spanking, slapping, burning... Pain. Pain for pleasure. People get pleasured out of either giving or recieving pain. There's clear rules with it to, but you have to know which one you are. A slave, a master, or a switch. The slave gets hurt, the master hurts the slave, and a switch is fine with both. That's just like... A baby summary of it though. You'd have to see it to understand."
I was shocked. "And what are you? What is everyone else? Why do you like it?! That's just messed up!!" I said scared. This is something she and no one ever told me. I didn't know it was that big of a secret but I was starting to figure it out.
"I'm a slave. I don't know why I like it, I just do. Cl, Ailee, and Eunjung are switches. None of us are full masters unless you want to be of course." She said to me. I gave another look. "You don't have to be one if you don't want to either but I think you should check it out and see if you like it before you judge it." Her eyes were almost pleading now.
"This is just too much. Give me some time and I'll make up my mind on what I want to do. You can go enjoy yourself down there since I know you've been wanting to do that. If I'm not there in 30 minutes, I probably took a cab home, okay?" I said walking to the bathroom.
She smiled and told me that she'd be waiting before I couldn't hear her anymore. I saw her walk downstairs as I pushed open the bathroom doors.
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"What. The. Fuck. SHE DIDN'T TRUST ME TO TELL ME THIS?!?! Great. What a wonderful friendship." I said outloud to myself. It seemed like no one was in there so I decided to hop onto the counter and cry a little.
Someone came in the bathroom and handed me a tissue. "Pretty girls shouldn't cry, so stop." She said smiling. "My name is Ga-In, what's yours?" She asked me.
"Taemin..." I said wiping at my face. She took another tissue and fixed my eyes which had most likely smeared.
"What's wrong? You can talk to me about it if you want, but you can also keep it to yourself if you'd like." She said throwing away the tissue.
I explain to her about what happened and she just listened and didn't interrupt me at all, letting me speak my mind freely. Once I was done, she decided to speak.
"You're young. She was probably embarrassed and didn't want to tell you. All your friends could have been. They might've wanted to protect you as well. I will put my own two cents in on this but it's not as horrid as you think. When I first went down there with my friends, I was scared like you are now. I didn't know why they liked it and I thought they were insane. But they pleaded for me to just try it and when I did, I actually came to like it. It also helped my friends and I bond more. It's another thing that we could share." She said smiling, eyes glazing and recalling memories.
"Will you go down there with me?" I asked not making eye contact. She smiled brightly and pulled me down from the counter like Bokyung would always do.
"I'll protect you." She said. "Just follow me and hold my hand." She was acting like a mom should. I really admired that from her. We made our way through the crowd and started to walk down the stairs. The atmosphere was completely different.
Upstairs was like a normal everyday club but this down here was something else. It was black, silver, and red. There was a wall with a bunch of whips and such that people would choose. There were places for people to go and get whipped in rooms and publicly. The music was a lot harsher and had more bass. A bunch of people ran around in leather. There was a bar down here too at least and it didn't seem to have people getting whipped there thankfully.
I was still holding Ga-In's hand as I came down the stairs, taking it all in. People were screaming and moaning, making me feel really awkward. "Relax. You'll be fine." Ga-In whispered in my ear. I nodded slightly, relaxing just a little but keeping my guard up.
"Ga-In! How'd you get her down here?!" Bokyung approached us happily. They obviously knew each other.
"It's personal, if she wants to tell you, she will." She said guarding my thoughts. Bokyung pouted but smiled to me.
"It's not that bad, right?" She asked me. "Everyone here is friendly too, don't worry!" I nodded to her feeling uncomfortable still. "If you need me, I'll be somewhere here, enjoy yourself and explore!" She said leaving.
"Want me to show you around at all?" Ga-In asked. I nodded. She showed me the wall and talked to me about what they were and how they were used. Then I was told about the rooms and which section was what. We bumped into all my friends, shocked and happy that I was here. We finally made our way to the bar and sat down. I just wanted water this time while Ga-In got a heavy wine.
An arm slinked around me, scaring the absolute shit out of me. A low laugh was heard and I saw the man from earlier, Jonghyun, there. "Hey, kitty." He smirked at me.I rolled my eyes and shrinked slightly.
"How do you know him?" Ga-In asked me.
"He introduced himself to me upstairs, why?" I asked.
"Because I'm the best of the best and the most wanted down here." He answered for her. I almost choked on my water when I heard that.
"Excuse me?" I said obviously surprised.
"You didn't know that either?" Ga-In laughed at me light heartedly. "Don't be so surprised, it's not really that hard to guess considering how he looks."
"I haven't been here since today though, keep that in mind." I said pouting slightly and looking away.
"Ah, no wonder I haven't seen you here before, kitty. And no wonder why your skin is still so smooth and milky." He said stroking my arm.
"Be gentle with her, Jonghyun." Ga-In warned.
"Don't worry. And stop being so jealous. She obviously isn't into girls so you can stop being so friendly with her. She won't be one of your slaves." He said turning cold. His grip on me was now insanely posessive.
"You never know, she might become my slave." She raised an eyebrow.
"Excuse me!" I said trying to remove Jonghyun's arm from my waist. I was now standing with no contact, I liked that better. "I don't want to be a part of this; I wouldn't even know which I was anyway. Plus, it's scary and gross. I'm here with and for my friends, not for this." I said putting my hands up as a deffense.
"You are such a cat. So moody. You're definately a slave by the way, you wouldn't be able to whip anyone." Jonghyun said eyeing me.
"You don't know me so don't act like you do." I said to him.
"You're an open book, it's not that hard." Ga-In butted in. I sighed and sat back down not facing either of them and sipping my water.
"Are you sure you don't want to try it?" Jonghyun said dragging his hand on my exposed back, I shivered slightly which he took notice of. "I think you do." He whispered in my ear.
"Get off of me." I pushed him, not affecting his position much. He took his other hand and dragged it along my leg.
"You know you want to." He whispered in my ear again and bit it ever so softly.
"I said get off me!" I said loudly, dumping my water on him.
"Let's play, kitty." He smirked, grabbing my wrist and leading me somewhere else.
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As he lead me to a side room, people were starring at us, some laughing, some angry, and my friends saw and gave me a thumbs up. I was scared.
When we got in another room, he pushed me twoards the center and locked the door. The room was black and there was a wall with some more of the items from outside. He picked something up and slowly moved his way twoards me. Naturally i backed up and ended up hitting the wall.
He pushed me further into it, pulling the straps off of my shoulders then holding my wrists above my head and somehow managed to put his knee between my thighs through it all. He captured my lips and messed around with my hands doing who knows what. I found out in a few seconds though. He had cuffed my hands.
"What the hell?!" I screamed when I could finally breathe. He smirked at me.
"You knowyou like it. Don't fight it." He said bitting my neck. I screamed in pain. It dulled as he licked the spots and turned into a sick pleasure when he sucked on it. My back arched slightly, both of us taking notice to it. "See?"
He dragged me with him as he went to grab some rope from the wall. He tied the rope between my cuffs and something in the cieling and I was limited on where I could walk. He came up to me and pulled my dress down along with my undergarnments.
"NO!" I screamed, kicking him. I couldn't shield myself, I felt powerless. Not being able to move much, not having my hands, not having clothes, I had nothing. I tried to back up from him as much as I could, afraid of what could be next.
He approached me and stroked my cheek before lifting my chin and kissing me lightly before walking to the wall. When he was there, I could see him thinking about what to grab. It was as if he already knew but wanted to kill me and let me think of the worst.
He came back with a whip in hand. My eyes were wide and he cracked the whip on the floor a few times, warming himself up. He looked at me, the whimp, then me again before he finally lashed it at me. I could feel it wrap around my stomach multiple times, stinging the most when the tip hit my stomach. I screamed.
"Shut up or I'll make it worse." He said whipping me again. I screamed again. He whipped me harder everytime I screamed. A fight of pain and sound between us. A fight that I knew I had lost. I bit my lip when he whipped me for the 23rd time. Tears were now spilling from my eyes, showing my weakness to this man.
"Better." He said approaching me. I turned my head away from him, letting my hair hide my face as much as possible. He traced the marks he had left on me, some bruising already, and a few spot had cracked open. I was actually bleeding. My perfect milky skin was tainted by him.
His hands were cool on the marks he had left. It eased the pain slightly. My feet were starting to give out on me and I fell into him. He untied the rops then uncuffed me. I was walked over to a bathroom that was shared in the room and lifted onto the counter. He grabbed a hair tie and gently pulled it back into a looped ponytail.
Jonghyun turned on the water and once it was slightly warm, set me in it, grabbed a wash cloth, and washed my body. H kept the water running and draining so I wasn't sitting in any blood. The water was almost warm but cool. It felt like his hands again.
When he finished, he helped me out and dried me off with a soft and fluffy blue towel. It was warm and although it warmed my body, it burned my marks. He helped bress me back up, undid my hair and brushed it,then wipped my face of any remaining and dried tears. Finally he stuck a piece of paper in my bra and told me to call anytime.
Leading me out of the room, people were starring again. They all seemed to love the look on my face. Terror, sadness, and emptyness. Ailee was the first to come up to me. She saw how i looked and led me up and out of the place. I could hear the others leaving and following us. Bokyung didn't come near me though. It felt as if this distanced us more than it should have.
The thing is... In a messed up way... I kind of liked that. I liked what he did to me.
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"Taemin, are you okay?" Ailee asked me. I just simply noded my head. "What'd he do?" She insisted. I sped up and pointed at my back. It was good that the dress let me show what happened but bad that strangers could see it. And I'm sure I wouldn't be belly dancing with only my bra on for a while.
When we got home, Ailee bandaged up my back after my shower. I spent the night with Ailee and IU. They were gentle with me. Yes I do mean physically, but mentally and emotionally too. They didn't push me, most likely too afraid that I might break. After all, I'm new to the world they just snapped me into.
My back was wrapped in bandages and I had school tomorrow; and belly dance lessons. It was hard for me to sleep. It all hurt and everything seemed to replay in my head.
School seemed to drag on. Everyone was really hyper; everyone but me. I tried not to move too much. I wanted it to heal as much as I could before this evening's belly dance class. Luckily, school ended while I was daydreaming during the last hour.
I walked home and checked on my parents, did chores and homework, then went to bellydancing. I was a little late so everyone was already there. My teacher gave me an odd look as if saying, 'What the hell, Taemin. You were supposed to have already been here. You are explaining everything to me later.'
When I didn't take my shirt off like I normally would so I can see my belly, the room became tense. It hurt to do a few moves but the rest I would just push on through. At break time my teacher came over to me.
"Hey Tae, let's go talk for a bit." She said extending her hand to help me up. I took it and cringed a little in pain, she took full notice of it. When she closes her office door, you know something serious is going on to never disturb her, but I didn't know what to do when she closed it since I was inside the office. I kept myself silent. "Explain, please." She said simply.
"It's kind of personal..." I said.
"We're like a family here though, Tae. You're like my own daughter and I'm worried."
"Well...." I started to explain to her, getting caught up in my own words. I stopped in the middle of explaining and just decided to show her. I took off my shirt and turned around so she could see the bulk marks the man had left on me.
"Anything else you want to tell me? Anything at all?" She asked. She wanted to know my own thoughts. At least she wasn't pushing me though.
"I-I...I kinda...liked...it..." I said to her.
"Do they know?"
"No..." I said putting my shirt back on.
"The best way for them to know and not feel ashamed themselves is to dance without your shirt on. It'd put them at ease. But," She said grabbing my attention, "If you feel even the slightest confused, unwelcomed, or uneasy but it, keep it on. Only if you're sure you like it and will approach it should you keep it off." She explained to me.
I nodded, not telling her wheather or not what I'd do and she and I both went back out. "10 more minutes of break everyone, you're all working hard today and I admire that." Everyone gave me some space during that break. It's what I needed; time to think.
"Alright, break's over." I heard our instructor say. It pulled me out from my own fog and back into reality. I had to make a decision.
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I heard our music starting. It was her letting us know that this is our final run through. Everyone was already in their places and the music was almost at the point for us to begin. They started to walk to the middle with the beat while I started to stand up.
Won't they judge me even more if I take my shirt off? Won't they just call me a drama queen? Or will they say that it was all a joke and think I'm a freak? I didn't know what to do. I wanted to do one but didn't want to leave the other in the dust.
Their part started and I walked over to where I'd still be hidden from our mock curtin. I was scared. Not only did I have to decide but I had a solo where they'd all be watching me and able to see the marks if I would take my shirt off.
But didn't I say I liked that? Shouldn't I show them that I'm okay? Huff... I took my shirt off at the last second and started to walk out from my spot. They all eyed me in disbelief. I did my solo, locking my hips, droping them, waving, everything.
I could see myself in the mirrors. All the marks that man had left on me were visible. Our doors were open to the rest of the place since this is also a dance studio and not just a bellydance place. People out there noticed my body and started to look at me, whispering to one another. I smiled and the others joined in after my solo. We moved together perfectly.
Once the song finished we stayed in our spot until our instructor clapped. I moved and saw through the mirror the person I'd least like to see; Jonghyun. My eyes grew wide and he smirked at me, winked, and disapeared down the hall to another dance room.
Before I could run after him, I was given a life threatening hug by everyone. They expressed their worries and happiness to me. Worried about me since that night and happiness that I could take my shirt off and dance normally.
"Yeah... Hey, I need to go use the toilet girls... I'll see you all later, okay? Hyorin, can I sleep at your house tonight?" I asked her.
"Sure! I'll wait in here for you to come back." She smiled at me. I smiled back, grabbed my stuff and went in the direction that Jonghyun had went.
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Searching in the windows of each room, I finally found him. He was in there with around 10 other people. They were all messing around a bit until one of them finally hit the play button on the remote. They started to dance and I was blown away. They were absolutely perfect. Nothing was different except their heights.
When the song finished and they were messing around again, I walked in the room. They didn't notice me at first which surprised me. I mean really, a girl wearing black booty shorts, a blue sports bra, and some coins around her waist? What about that wouldn't draw your attention? And to top it off, my body was marcked as if it visited hell and back.
(coins: http://www.tmart.com/258-Coins-Sexy-Belly-Dance-Sequin-Waist-Chain-Sapphire-Blue_p141846.html )
I dropped my bag and finally grabbed their attention, especially Jonghyun's. He seemed amused and smirked once he recognized my body.
"Hey," One of the guys said aproaching me, eyeing my body before slinging an arm around my waist, "What brings you here, hot stuff?" I was already disgusted. I pushed him off of me lighly, not wanting to give myself too bad of an image or seem too strong just yet. They all oo'd as if I just dissed him.
"I'm here to speak to the puppy-eyed dino." I said crossing my arms and staring. They all smiled as if they knew everything and he approached me with his arms crossed as well.
"So..." He said waiting for my response. I eyed him and decided to smack him across the face. When I did, he barely moved. Everyone there burst into laughter, some on the floor. He rubbed where I slapped him and licked his lips.
"You bastard. How dare you." I said pushing him this time. He moved his foot to catch himself. I turned around to leave but instead he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into him.
"You liked it, didn't you?" He whispered into my ear so only I could hear. I squirmed trying to get away from him, but not working. "Answer me." He demanded. I stopped moving and nodded once hesitantly and slowly. I could feel him smirk. "Play me something, guys. Something she'll dnace to."
"What the hell?!" I said finally getting out of his grasp. "I am NOT dancing for you." I said going to my stuff to leave. I heard him snap and three guys ran in front of me. Two blocked the door and one guarded my stuff, including my shirt that I still needed to put on. I heard a click and music started to play. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JveTTanExvo
He started to dance around me. He was an amazing dancer. Yet when he puhed himself into me, I felt something I wish I hadn't. I couldn't help but feel excited by it though. I decided I'd dance with him. When the song started to sing "No heels, no shirt, no skirt, all I'm in is just skin."
He started to feel my body and I moved away, still dancing. It was weird doing belly dance to this kind of song though.
When the song finally finished they three guys moved away from the door. He grabbed my arm again and wrote a number along it.
"Just in case you lost the card I gave you after I marked you mine. Call me." He said releasing me. My face was red and I was shaking as I went to my stuff, put my shirt on, swung the strap of my bag over my shoulder, and left the room.
I bet those were his boys kind of like how I had my girls. They didn't seem fazed by anything he said.
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When i got back to Hyorin she gave me a suspicious look.
"That took you a while." She said putting a protective arm around my waist and leading me out to her car.
"Sorry..." I said. Once in the car and on our way to her house, she spoke more to me.
"I'm not going to force an answer out of you but I would like to hear your thoughts." She said to me without looking over.
"About what?" I asked seeming clueless.
"You know very well what." She said with a heavy aura coming over her.
"U-um..." I said looking away and not speaking what I needed.
"You also have a number on your arm by the way. And not only that, but I know when you lie. But it doesn't stop there, you took too long for a bathroom break. But wait, there's more. That number is known by almost everyone at the club. It belongs to Jonghyun. You know, the one who marked you." She said finally stopping at her house.
I didn't say anything and just nodded, grabbing my stuff and walked into her house. Not knowing what to say, I walked into her room and laid down on her second bed.
"You like it, don't you." She said next to me without a hint of a question in her voice. I nodded slightly, almost afraid. "It's not a bad thing. If you like it, you just like it. We all do. You're not the only one. You're not alone, honey." She said hugging me from behind.
"M-mmm...." I said just to let her know I listened to her. I turned my body twoards the wall and curled into a ball with my stuffed bunny.
"Awwww~~~" She said coming over to me and hugging me. "You're so cute~. No wonder Jonghyun likes you." She said. I blushed slightly. Hyorin giggled and pinched my cheek lightly. "We should go back again soon." She said softly, waiting for me to respond.
After a few minutes of silence I finally agreed with her. "If it'll make you all happy, I'll go..." I said to her.
"Okay~~ So this weekend then, okay??" She asked happily. I nodded and got up to give her a hug. "Sleep well then, honey." She said kissing the top of my head.
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(go to chapter 8 to get the dresses they are wearing. thx ^^)
The week passed almost too quickly and it was Sunday. They told me that they are going to start doing themes that we have to stick to. It was decided that today's theme would be a front zipper. Only the girls had to follow the theme though, I don't find that very fun.
Apparently they all had already gone shopping for the dresses without me and grabbed 'the most perfect dress for my cute little body'. After I changed into it and showed them what I look like, they all errupted. I pouted and hugged my shoulders.
"But this makes me cold. I don't wanna wear it..." I said to them with a cute pout.
"Here." Bokyung gave me a shrug to put over my shoulders. I smiled and said thanks while she just walked away. Our friendship was definetly falling apart.
We all gathered in cars to head over to the club. I had to wait for Hyuna though since she had to go to the bathroom. I decided to wait outside of the bathroom for her and surprise her though but instead I ended up easvesdropping on a phone call I could hear.
"I swear to God, if you screw up tonight and hurt our baby girl, you are fucking dead." She paused. "No, just because she took her shirt off at practice doesn't mean she fully accepts it and you know that. You're just fucking impatient with wanting her as your sub, slave, bottom, whatever it is you want." I saw her roll her eyes and turn through the crack of the door.
"Listen to me. She's fragile. Be nice to her. Wait for her to come to you." Another pause. "Why the hell are you like this?! She's new to this and has 12 other unnies that would gladly beat your ass if you hurt her." She said sternly.
"That doesn't matter anymore. No. N-" She huffed out some breath. "Fine. You win." I heard laughter on the other end. "Just please be more gentle with her this time. I'm begging you. ... Okay, I got it. Bye." I heard her say. She screamed at the phone and kicked the ub. I ran away silently and sat down on the couch.
I heard her heels and saw a smile come across her face as she turned the corner. "Hey, you ready to go?" She asked coming up to me. I nodded with a small smile. She took my hand and led me out to her car.
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a/n: idk why but i wanted to use some korean words in this, sorry >.<
"We're here, Tae." I heard a voice call out to me. I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a bit until I saw Hyuna standing over me. "I can't believe you fell asleep... But you were so cute~~" She cooed.
"Unnie..." I pouted and got out of the car still half asleep. She pinched my cheeks in an attempt to wake me up more. When it didn't work, she started to tickle me until I was in a laughing fit and running away from her. "Yah!" (hey!) I screamed "Hajima!" (stop it!)
She smiled brightly at me. "Gaja." (Let's go) We walked inside and heard music blasting loudly. People looked at us and a guy approached to talk to Hyuna.
"Hey..." He said eyeing her up and down. She tensed her hand around mine a little bit. She didn't like being looked at by them. "You should come to a room with me and have some fun." The man said. He came closser and grabbed her waist. Too close.
Before I could speak up the man was pushed by another man behind us. "Mine." I heard him say. I turned around to see one of the guys from Jonghyun's group standing there. Hyuna took her hand from mine and hugged him.
"This is my Master, Tae." She told me with a smile. I nodded not knowing what to say.
"Hey, they're all waiting for us." The man said. "Hurry up." He dragged her and I followed closely behind as we walked down the staircase.
The club seemed a lot darker today than last time. They had changed the walls from red to purple. Most of the men were all in leather and around their own Master or Dom. Hyuna and her Master had already ran away, leaving me all alone.
Looking around a little bit, I couldn't see any of my friends. I walked over to the bar and saw Ga-In sitting with a drink in front of her. I smiled and sat beside her. Her face lit up seeing me.
"It's my favorite dongsaeng!" She smiled and hugged me. "You're back! How are you?" She asked wanting details.
"Heh," I giggled, "I am back... I'm doing okay, how have you been?" I asked her.
"Good, good.... So who are you in for a session for?" She asked. Seeing my face drop a little she spoke again, "Are you not here for one?" She asked. I shrugged a little and pouted.
"I'm really just here so that they all don't hate me. And..." I sighed.
"And...?" She asked with a knowing smile.
"Yah, don't smile like that!" I said swating her leg lightly.
"So it's true?" She asked.
"What?" I tilted my head to the side.
"A little birdie told me that you kind of like it." She winked at me. "So what do you like about it?"
"Me." I heard the dino voice from behind.He slinked an arm around my waist like he always did. Ga-In rolled her eyes.
"And so he appears..." She said crossing her legs. "You just had to ruin it... I wanted to know what she liked too..." I heard her say.
I thought for a second and moved to her ear and whispered something in it. "Let's make him made as if I just told you now so play along with me." I sat back down with a blush on my face.
"Are you kidding me?" She asked with her mouth wide open and eyes wide.
"What did she say?" Jonghyun asked.
"What do you think, dumbass?" She made a sour face to him, "So you'd... ya'know..." She winked.
"I never said that-"
"But you did." She grinned.
"What the hell did she say?!" Jonghyun said getting angry.
"Nothing, I just wanted to piss you off a little bit." I said and pushed him away from me. He took a step back before picking me up princess style. "Yah!" I screamed and kicked around. "Put me down!"
"Be gentler this time, Jjong!" Ga-In called after him.
"Araso! Aish, why is everyone so fucking concerned." (I got it, ugh...) I heard him say as he took me to another room.
"Yah! Put me down! Yah!!" I screamed at him. "Chugulae?!" (Do you wanna die?)
"Shut up" he said releasing me in the room and locking the door. His face changed completely. "I like your dress." He said coming closer and smirking.
"I didn't pick it..." I said backing away from him until I hit the wall.
"Well then your girls have nice taste for your body." He said finally reaching me. He trapped me against the wall with arms on both sides of me and pressing into me. I turned my head to the side trying not to look him in the eye.
"Let me go." I said softly, afraid. He smiled in amusement to my voice and grabbed my chin lightly to make me look at him.
"Quit turning me on like that." He said pushing me to the bed. "Don't move or you'll regret it." He said walking to a closet. He returned with some chains in hand and something else I couldn't see in his hands. "Just do what I say and I won't be too harsh on you today."
He started to tie my hands together and around my neck with the chain (http://us.fotolia.com/id/41396018) so I couldn't move them. He unzipped my dress and smirked at me. "Care to explain why you have no bra on?"
"I-I didn't need it since th-there's one built i-in..." I said embarrassed. He licked his lips and pulled me over to a table.
"Bend over and puff out your ass." He ordered. I did as he said and let my naked body touch the cold surface. I felt his hand rubbing my skin before it was spanked. Hard. I screamed out from the unexpected pain. My body stiffened as he struck it multiple times with his hand. When I felt it go numb, he finally stopped and pulled something out of his pocket.
"Don't look." He told me after I had turned my head. I whipped it back around and looked at the table I was on. I heard a snap of something and smelled smoke. What the hell was he lighting?
"Don't move." He told me. Before I could think of what was to come, I felt it. My skin burnt. He had lit a candle and was allowing the wax drip onto my skin. I tried to hold back my screams, not to move, but failed. It didn't take long form him to go off the edge from it.
"Shut the fuck up!" He screamed and spanked me. Still dripping the wax on me, he let it come over my ass and spanked any part of my body as he desired. "Shut up or I'll light you on fire!" He said spanking my pussy this time. I whimpered and my body fell, no longer able to hold me up.
He grabbed a flogger and hit me over and over, getting the wax off slowly. My body was becoming weaker, exhaution taking over. He seemed to have noticed and came up to me ear to whisper to me. "Are you done? Is this all you can handle?" He asked in a challenging voice.
"Please..." I said to him.
"Please what?" He asked pulling my hair and forcing my head up to look him in the eyes.
"Please... continue..." I whispered. His face faltered slightly. Somewhat confused and in shock, but soon filled with desire and seemed to admire my request.
"Your body can't handle anymore pain today." He said softly. Carrying me to the bed, he took off the chains and gently carressed my body. The stingly slowly started to disappear and fill with warmth on the trail his fingers led. When I visibly relaxed he came up to my ear again, "You were a good girl today, Tae... This is your reward... Take it."
His hand traveled down to my clit as he brushed his finger across it. Pulling some liquid from the drenched hole he started to flick his finger back on the sensitive spot. My virgin body felt weird from this touch. It felt warm and soon it was almost too much to handle. The feeling grew and right when I was about to scream from it, I moaned.
"J-Jonghyun~!" The feeling was pleasureable, sending me over the edge. His fingers were only there for a second or so after the feeling, allowing my body to twitch from it. He cupped my face lightly and pulled me into a kiss.
"I knew you'd like it." He grinned back to his self. His once dangerous aura vanished into a loving and caring one. He lightened me with the simple comment. My face blushed, still trying to resist to say that I liked it. "No hiding~" He said pulling my chin up. He looked into my eyes and smiled. My face flushed even more and i was unable to keep a smile off my face and started to giggle.
His face changed when I laughed. "Is that the first time I've made you giggle like that?" He asked sounding pleased. I nodded. "Awwww~~~" He said tapping my nose. "Kyeopta~" (cute)
I pouted at him. "Let's get cleaned up and go back out there okay? I'm sure everyone is worried and aoubt ready to come in here to see if I've hurt you too much... And your screaming didn't help that." He said pulling me twoards the bathroom.
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"J-Jonghyun..." I said after we were both dressed. Before we went outside, I had to ask him something. He looked at me with a question on his face. He came over and held me, causing me to blush.
"You blush so easily now. You've changed from just that.... Speak your mind." He said searching my eyes.
"I-I... I want t-to have a uh..." He looked at me with a bit of a smirk starting to show.
"I've given you my number twice now. You should be able to memorize it this time." He said saying his number after. "Call me and we'll meet up again and I'll give you one that fits your personality." He said happily.
My face lit up hearing that and he smiled back at me. Pecking my cheek, he took my hand and led me out of the room.
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It had been a few months of my friends and I going to the club since I asked Jonghyun for a collar. He and I had met a few times out of the club to grab a bite to eat or some coffee as well. We had formed a friendship along with a relationship.
The night he decided to finally give me my collar was the night theme of corsets.
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The corset felt a little too tight at first but soon became comforting to wear. We all walked downstairs and I went over to the bar where Ga-In and I always met up at. I cupped my hands around her eyes and let my head rest on her back, waiting for her to guess who it was.
"Taemin, I know it's you!" She said letting a smile spread across her face. I giggled and sat down beside her. "So how's all the sessions going? He's not being too rough, is he?" She asked being protective over me.
"No, he's perfect." After I said that, I felt an arm slink around me as he had always been doing. It was like his own greeting.
"Good to hear." He said pulling my chin up and kissing me.
"Oh god, Jjong. PLEASE don't make out in front of me." Ga-In said taking a sip of her drink.
"You should see our sessions." He winked.
"You did not. Did he?" She asked turning to me.
"No, not yet. He just wants to make you jealous." I said rolling my eyes.
"But after that happens, I think it'd be a good idea to have another person in on it. Just to switch it up a bit." Jonghyun said to my disbelief. Ga-Ins face completely lit up.
"Really?" She asked excitedly. He noded to her.
"But realize," He said pulling something out of his poket and putting it around my neck. "She's mine."
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a/n: If you actually read all that.... let me know O.o XP
Author: Clariguard
Pairing: JongTae
Rating: NC-17 (at SOME spots)
Warnings: JongTae sexyness, bdsm, random shit
a/n: So.... I made this on a document and uploaded on AFF in chapters but I'm just gonna be an ass and upload the entire thing..... XP Hopefully you'll read it lololololol
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My friends dragged me along with to some mexican place and club after we ate. Ugh. He KNEW I hated this kind of stuff. Not that I dislike food, meeting people, and dancing, but I hated the alchohol, smoke, drugs, and sex that seemed to is rummored to happen at clubs in that area.
We had the perfect meal and sat there for about an hour, talking about random stuff until we decided to head over to the club. I was dreading it, and they all knew it.
Before I get into details, let me tell you who 'we' and 'my friends' are anyway. Hyuna, IU, CL, Bora, Hyomin, Eunjung, G.Na, Sohee, Suzy, Ailee, Hyorin, and my best friend, Kim Bo Kyung. We were all insanely close but BoKyung and I knew everything about each other. Everyone met on the same day in the same class; belly dancing. That's a little odd of a class, right? Yup.
We loved it though. We didn't take it for us to suddenly feel sexy or try to be sexy by learning it, but because it not only built up our confidence but it helped us find out what our bodies could even do. Plus, it built sturdy friendships with us all.
Sadly though, we all have some of our own clicks. I mean really, with 13 girls, there's gonna be clicks. Me and BoKyung are definately one of them; Suzy and IU; Hyuna, CL, and Bora; Sohee and Ailee; Hyomin and Eunjung; G.Na and Hyorin. But when we all meet together, we're like a great big huge family, and it's what we needed.
We're all a mix of poor or rich, family problems or not, and bullied or not. Sadly, I'm in the lesser of each. Poor, family problems, and bullied. They all support me and pay for my class, offer a room to sleep in, and give me advice on bullies. I really don't deserve it, or at least i don't think I do, but they always help me. Maybe it's because I'm the youngest but even then, they shouldn't feel the need to no matter how close we are. But I'm eternally grateful and in debt to them all.
Mushy gushy time is over. Now onto me. Yup. That didn't sound self centered at all, right? :p Whatever.
Taemin. That's my name. My mom was on so much medication when she decided that name for me and didn't realize I was girl. : / Yeah, I know, pathetic. My dad wasn't even there. Instead he was out dealing some drugs like he usually does. My dad was a dealer, my mom was an ahlcoholic. The rest of my 'family' didn't want anything to with me because of my parents. I was also an only child.
My family was broke. We lived in a two bedroom apartment paying 200 bucks a month. It was super run down. No heat or air conditioning, no warm water, water stains on the walls, and only two windows in the house. One in the living room and one in my bedroom. The only time parents cared about what I thought and wanted was when we got this place and I claimed that room as mine since it had the window. I loved to be outside and that connected me to it. Plus, my parents didn't want people snooping in on THEIR room and what they were doing in there. 'Nuff said. (At least I hope...)
After school, I'd come home for a bit, check on my parents and do any chores they needed me to do. I'd run to the store every wednesday to get our food and other supplies then bring them back to the house. Other than that though, I'd be gone. I would always sleep at one of my REAL family's houses. Mainly BoKyung's.
Her family was rich. Everything about her life was opposite of mine. She had everything she wanted and a perfect family. They all knew me and have pretty much taken me in anyway. They pay most of the expenses of my belly dancing class.
My class is every Monday, Thursday, and Saturday for three hours. Always 5-8 PM. My parents knew i was taking the class and decided to start calling me a slut because of it. They didn't approve of it but would let me go anyway so they could have that time to eachother. Yuck. >.> I wasn't a slut though. I loved seeing how I could move my body. I wasn't there to become sexy or anything, but because I wanted to learn to do more than what I could on my own. I loved that class. Above all, I loved my new family. My REAL family.
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My friends dragged me along with to some mexican place and a club after we ate. Ugh. They KNEW I hated this kind of stuff. Not that I dislike food, meeting people, and dancing, but I hated the alchohol, smoke, drugs, and sex that seemed to be rummored to happen at clubs in that area.
We had the perfect meal and sat there for about an hour, talking about random stuff until we decided to head over to the club. I was dreading it, and they all knew it.
"Trust me, it'll be fun." Bokyung smiled down at me. Gosh she looked beautiful. It's not fair, they all looked amazing. Sohee was adorable in her dress which was by far the most conservative. Mine was pretty revealing. Let me say this again though. I am not a slut. We are not sluts. But. We sure can dress like one when we want to.
"Tae, are you gonna be okay?" Hyorin asked me as we got closer. She was most worried about me since she was the oldest and I was the youngest. Our bond was very special and delicate. She was like a mom, minus the nagging.
"I-I don't know..." I answered truthfully. I was kind of afraid even though I would always act tougher than I should. It would be my first time at a club. And since they lowered the age to when you can get into clubs and drink to age 15, who knew what could happen.
Everyone had been to this club; everyone but me. They seemed to like it a lot for some reason. They wouldn't tell me why but told me that I'd find out once we were there.
"If you get scared and want to leave, tell any one of us and we'll leave with you. Everyone, let's promise this. No matter what. We're watching over each other while we're in here." Hyorin said turning around. She put her hand in the middle of us all and everyone follwed saying 'It's a promise' individually. We all ended up smiling and walking up to the place with minimal talking after that, everyone in peace. That was until we were allowed in.
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At first glace it wasn't bad. Not at all. It was huge, and you could see multiple floors. There were rooms above, below, and on the sides for obvious reasons. There was a bar and some TVs around it. Surprisingly there was no smoking allowed which made me really happy since it made me gag.
The colors were black, blue, purple, and silver in the club. There was a band up there playing and people could go up and sing songs. The dance floor was pretty much the entire place where there weren't chairs with good reason. There was very little space for everyone honestly. Tons of people were here. The other women there were wearing even more revealing clothes than what I was, or than what any of us were wearing.
"See? It's not that bad, right?" CL said to me, smiling and sticking her tounge out. I nodded my head at her. "But this isn't where we normally are. This is just a warm up really. Downstairs if our favorite place." She said to me. The smile disappeared from my face as it turned to confusion.
"You'll find out in a while. Once you're use to it here, come on downstairs. We'll be waiting for you." Eunjung said. I nodded still a little confused. Bokyung stayed back with me which is really what helped me adjust to this place.
"You should go up there and sing." She joked with me when we finally sat down from dancing.
"Nooo!! I'm too shy for that!" I said to her smirk. She begged me for a good five minutes and then changed her request.
"How about you belly dance then?" She smirked even wider.
"Only if you come with me." I said smiling back.
"Sure, we'll have like a belly off, hahaha!" She laughed.
"We have a problem though..." I said to her. She gave me a confused look. I rolled my eyes jokingly at her, "We aren't showing our bellies, duh!!"
"Don't worry! They actually have some here! Since we come a lot, they let us keep some here so we dance dance for everyone every so often." She explained to me. I nodded my head as I followed her to a changing room. She handed me a white one:
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and took the red one:
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When we walked out they had already cleared the stage for us. I guess they found out when we went back there. Hahaha. : ) Music started to play as we came out ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUYyKtG4G2E&feature=related ). We made our way to the stage and said hi to everyone then started our dance off. She started with hers and we switched off until the song ended.
"So who won? The girl in red?" A man with a mic asked coming on stage. People screamed for Bokyung and then he changed to me. "Or the girl in white?" It was insanely loud for me. "Obviously our white angel won! Congrats!" He said and everyone cheered for me. Bokyung hugged me, not upset at all that she lost. More like she was happy she had lost.
We got off the stage and went to change back into our dresses before coming back out. People were starting to sing now and we decided to get a drink. She got a mild wine while I decided to just have some Coke. Guys were walking past us, whistleing and flirting. I rolled my eyes; they were ugly.
After a few minutes a guy came up behind me and slinked an arm around my waist. "Hey beautiful, mind if I join in with you and your friend?" He asked. I turned around and saw a handsome man. Not just handsome but sexy. He had some serious muscles. His hair was brow nwith blonde tips and his eyes were like a puppy; cute and playful. He gave off a strange aura to me though. Not bad just different. Even iff his sleeveless shirt was unbuttoned, his tie insanely loose, and his black jeans looked a little too tight in the wrong (or right) way, he seemed kind of dangerous.
"I'm sure she doesn't mind at all. I'm Bokyung, and you are?" She completely saved my nervous ass by speaking up. I was shocked that not only was there a super attractive guy next to me, but that he was actually talking to me.
"I'm Jonghyun. What about your shy friend here?" He asked smirking at her.
"Taemin." I said softly, barely audiable that he seemed to have picked up.
"Wow, unique name. I've only heard guys with that name though. It kind of suits you in a way. What does it mean?"
"It means 'great people'." I said softly still.
"Ahh. I like it. Want me to buy you another Coke?" He asked me. The three of us drank a little more and talked more for a while and then he suggested that we go downstairs.
"I don't think she's ready for that... maybe..." Bokyung said a little worried about me. "It's her first time at a club and all and she hasn't been here or heard about downstairs yet."
"What's down there?" I asked innocently.
"You'll be shocked once you know." Jonghyun said. "When you're ready, come find me down there. I'll be waiting, Taemin." He said winking as he left.
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"What's downstairs?" I asked Bokyung once Jonghyun had left.
"Are you sure you want know? You don't even have to go down there if you don't wnat to." She said trying to persuade me out of going.
"Is it that bad or something?" I asked.
"Well to people who haven't been here or are like you," She said pausing. I was giving her a look, "Not in a bad way like you but like the.... You're just so innocent!" She said to me.
"You're only five years older than me, it shouldn't be that bad." I said to her.
"Well because I've had five more years in this world than you, I'm not all that innocent." She said to me. I knew a little too well what she was talking about in that sentence.
"Well it's not your fault that happened so just forgive and forget; or just forget. Just tell me what's down there so that when I do end up going down there I don't have a heart attack or whatever you're worried about." I said smiling lightly at her. She took a deep breathe and decided to explain to me.
"Do you know what bdsm is?" She asked me carefully.
"What?" I asked confused, slightly laughing for not knowing.
"Bdsm... It's like... Okay, just hear me out while I explain, okay? Don't interrupt, got it?" She asked. I nodded. "Okay... It's like... Chains, whips, bondage, leather, spanking, slapping, burning... Pain. Pain for pleasure. People get pleasured out of either giving or recieving pain. There's clear rules with it to, but you have to know which one you are. A slave, a master, or a switch. The slave gets hurt, the master hurts the slave, and a switch is fine with both. That's just like... A baby summary of it though. You'd have to see it to understand."
I was shocked. "And what are you? What is everyone else? Why do you like it?! That's just messed up!!" I said scared. This is something she and no one ever told me. I didn't know it was that big of a secret but I was starting to figure it out.
"I'm a slave. I don't know why I like it, I just do. Cl, Ailee, and Eunjung are switches. None of us are full masters unless you want to be of course." She said to me. I gave another look. "You don't have to be one if you don't want to either but I think you should check it out and see if you like it before you judge it." Her eyes were almost pleading now.
"This is just too much. Give me some time and I'll make up my mind on what I want to do. You can go enjoy yourself down there since I know you've been wanting to do that. If I'm not there in 30 minutes, I probably took a cab home, okay?" I said walking to the bathroom.
She smiled and told me that she'd be waiting before I couldn't hear her anymore. I saw her walk downstairs as I pushed open the bathroom doors.
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"What. The. Fuck. SHE DIDN'T TRUST ME TO TELL ME THIS?!?! Great. What a wonderful friendship." I said outloud to myself. It seemed like no one was in there so I decided to hop onto the counter and cry a little.
Someone came in the bathroom and handed me a tissue. "Pretty girls shouldn't cry, so stop." She said smiling. "My name is Ga-In, what's yours?" She asked me.
"Taemin..." I said wiping at my face. She took another tissue and fixed my eyes which had most likely smeared.
"What's wrong? You can talk to me about it if you want, but you can also keep it to yourself if you'd like." She said throwing away the tissue.
I explain to her about what happened and she just listened and didn't interrupt me at all, letting me speak my mind freely. Once I was done, she decided to speak.
"You're young. She was probably embarrassed and didn't want to tell you. All your friends could have been. They might've wanted to protect you as well. I will put my own two cents in on this but it's not as horrid as you think. When I first went down there with my friends, I was scared like you are now. I didn't know why they liked it and I thought they were insane. But they pleaded for me to just try it and when I did, I actually came to like it. It also helped my friends and I bond more. It's another thing that we could share." She said smiling, eyes glazing and recalling memories.
"Will you go down there with me?" I asked not making eye contact. She smiled brightly and pulled me down from the counter like Bokyung would always do.
"I'll protect you." She said. "Just follow me and hold my hand." She was acting like a mom should. I really admired that from her. We made our way through the crowd and started to walk down the stairs. The atmosphere was completely different.
Upstairs was like a normal everyday club but this down here was something else. It was black, silver, and red. There was a wall with a bunch of whips and such that people would choose. There were places for people to go and get whipped in rooms and publicly. The music was a lot harsher and had more bass. A bunch of people ran around in leather. There was a bar down here too at least and it didn't seem to have people getting whipped there thankfully.
I was still holding Ga-In's hand as I came down the stairs, taking it all in. People were screaming and moaning, making me feel really awkward. "Relax. You'll be fine." Ga-In whispered in my ear. I nodded slightly, relaxing just a little but keeping my guard up.
"Ga-In! How'd you get her down here?!" Bokyung approached us happily. They obviously knew each other.
"It's personal, if she wants to tell you, she will." She said guarding my thoughts. Bokyung pouted but smiled to me.
"It's not that bad, right?" She asked me. "Everyone here is friendly too, don't worry!" I nodded to her feeling uncomfortable still. "If you need me, I'll be somewhere here, enjoy yourself and explore!" She said leaving.
"Want me to show you around at all?" Ga-In asked. I nodded. She showed me the wall and talked to me about what they were and how they were used. Then I was told about the rooms and which section was what. We bumped into all my friends, shocked and happy that I was here. We finally made our way to the bar and sat down. I just wanted water this time while Ga-In got a heavy wine.
An arm slinked around me, scaring the absolute shit out of me. A low laugh was heard and I saw the man from earlier, Jonghyun, there. "Hey, kitty." He smirked at me.I rolled my eyes and shrinked slightly.
"How do you know him?" Ga-In asked me.
"He introduced himself to me upstairs, why?" I asked.
"Because I'm the best of the best and the most wanted down here." He answered for her. I almost choked on my water when I heard that.
"Excuse me?" I said obviously surprised.
"You didn't know that either?" Ga-In laughed at me light heartedly. "Don't be so surprised, it's not really that hard to guess considering how he looks."
"I haven't been here since today though, keep that in mind." I said pouting slightly and looking away.
"Ah, no wonder I haven't seen you here before, kitty. And no wonder why your skin is still so smooth and milky." He said stroking my arm.
"Be gentle with her, Jonghyun." Ga-In warned.
"Don't worry. And stop being so jealous. She obviously isn't into girls so you can stop being so friendly with her. She won't be one of your slaves." He said turning cold. His grip on me was now insanely posessive.
"You never know, she might become my slave." She raised an eyebrow.
"Excuse me!" I said trying to remove Jonghyun's arm from my waist. I was now standing with no contact, I liked that better. "I don't want to be a part of this; I wouldn't even know which I was anyway. Plus, it's scary and gross. I'm here with and for my friends, not for this." I said putting my hands up as a deffense.
"You are such a cat. So moody. You're definately a slave by the way, you wouldn't be able to whip anyone." Jonghyun said eyeing me.
"You don't know me so don't act like you do." I said to him.
"You're an open book, it's not that hard." Ga-In butted in. I sighed and sat back down not facing either of them and sipping my water.
"Are you sure you don't want to try it?" Jonghyun said dragging his hand on my exposed back, I shivered slightly which he took notice of. "I think you do." He whispered in my ear.
"Get off of me." I pushed him, not affecting his position much. He took his other hand and dragged it along my leg.
"You know you want to." He whispered in my ear again and bit it ever so softly.
"I said get off me!" I said loudly, dumping my water on him.
"Let's play, kitty." He smirked, grabbing my wrist and leading me somewhere else.
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As he lead me to a side room, people were starring at us, some laughing, some angry, and my friends saw and gave me a thumbs up. I was scared.
When we got in another room, he pushed me twoards the center and locked the door. The room was black and there was a wall with some more of the items from outside. He picked something up and slowly moved his way twoards me. Naturally i backed up and ended up hitting the wall.
He pushed me further into it, pulling the straps off of my shoulders then holding my wrists above my head and somehow managed to put his knee between my thighs through it all. He captured my lips and messed around with my hands doing who knows what. I found out in a few seconds though. He had cuffed my hands.
"What the hell?!" I screamed when I could finally breathe. He smirked at me.
"You knowyou like it. Don't fight it." He said bitting my neck. I screamed in pain. It dulled as he licked the spots and turned into a sick pleasure when he sucked on it. My back arched slightly, both of us taking notice to it. "See?"
He dragged me with him as he went to grab some rope from the wall. He tied the rope between my cuffs and something in the cieling and I was limited on where I could walk. He came up to me and pulled my dress down along with my undergarnments.
"NO!" I screamed, kicking him. I couldn't shield myself, I felt powerless. Not being able to move much, not having my hands, not having clothes, I had nothing. I tried to back up from him as much as I could, afraid of what could be next.
He approached me and stroked my cheek before lifting my chin and kissing me lightly before walking to the wall. When he was there, I could see him thinking about what to grab. It was as if he already knew but wanted to kill me and let me think of the worst.
He came back with a whip in hand. My eyes were wide and he cracked the whip on the floor a few times, warming himself up. He looked at me, the whimp, then me again before he finally lashed it at me. I could feel it wrap around my stomach multiple times, stinging the most when the tip hit my stomach. I screamed.
"Shut up or I'll make it worse." He said whipping me again. I screamed again. He whipped me harder everytime I screamed. A fight of pain and sound between us. A fight that I knew I had lost. I bit my lip when he whipped me for the 23rd time. Tears were now spilling from my eyes, showing my weakness to this man.
"Better." He said approaching me. I turned my head away from him, letting my hair hide my face as much as possible. He traced the marks he had left on me, some bruising already, and a few spot had cracked open. I was actually bleeding. My perfect milky skin was tainted by him.
His hands were cool on the marks he had left. It eased the pain slightly. My feet were starting to give out on me and I fell into him. He untied the rops then uncuffed me. I was walked over to a bathroom that was shared in the room and lifted onto the counter. He grabbed a hair tie and gently pulled it back into a looped ponytail.
Jonghyun turned on the water and once it was slightly warm, set me in it, grabbed a wash cloth, and washed my body. H kept the water running and draining so I wasn't sitting in any blood. The water was almost warm but cool. It felt like his hands again.
When he finished, he helped me out and dried me off with a soft and fluffy blue towel. It was warm and although it warmed my body, it burned my marks. He helped bress me back up, undid my hair and brushed it,then wipped my face of any remaining and dried tears. Finally he stuck a piece of paper in my bra and told me to call anytime.
Leading me out of the room, people were starring again. They all seemed to love the look on my face. Terror, sadness, and emptyness. Ailee was the first to come up to me. She saw how i looked and led me up and out of the place. I could hear the others leaving and following us. Bokyung didn't come near me though. It felt as if this distanced us more than it should have.
The thing is... In a messed up way... I kind of liked that. I liked what he did to me.
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"Taemin, are you okay?" Ailee asked me. I just simply noded my head. "What'd he do?" She insisted. I sped up and pointed at my back. It was good that the dress let me show what happened but bad that strangers could see it. And I'm sure I wouldn't be belly dancing with only my bra on for a while.
When we got home, Ailee bandaged up my back after my shower. I spent the night with Ailee and IU. They were gentle with me. Yes I do mean physically, but mentally and emotionally too. They didn't push me, most likely too afraid that I might break. After all, I'm new to the world they just snapped me into.
My back was wrapped in bandages and I had school tomorrow; and belly dance lessons. It was hard for me to sleep. It all hurt and everything seemed to replay in my head.
School seemed to drag on. Everyone was really hyper; everyone but me. I tried not to move too much. I wanted it to heal as much as I could before this evening's belly dance class. Luckily, school ended while I was daydreaming during the last hour.
I walked home and checked on my parents, did chores and homework, then went to bellydancing. I was a little late so everyone was already there. My teacher gave me an odd look as if saying, 'What the hell, Taemin. You were supposed to have already been here. You are explaining everything to me later.'
When I didn't take my shirt off like I normally would so I can see my belly, the room became tense. It hurt to do a few moves but the rest I would just push on through. At break time my teacher came over to me.
"Hey Tae, let's go talk for a bit." She said extending her hand to help me up. I took it and cringed a little in pain, she took full notice of it. When she closes her office door, you know something serious is going on to never disturb her, but I didn't know what to do when she closed it since I was inside the office. I kept myself silent. "Explain, please." She said simply.
"It's kind of personal..." I said.
"We're like a family here though, Tae. You're like my own daughter and I'm worried."
"Well...." I started to explain to her, getting caught up in my own words. I stopped in the middle of explaining and just decided to show her. I took off my shirt and turned around so she could see the bulk marks the man had left on me.
"Anything else you want to tell me? Anything at all?" She asked. She wanted to know my own thoughts. At least she wasn't pushing me though.
"I-I...I kinda...liked...it..." I said to her.
"Do they know?"
"No..." I said putting my shirt back on.
"The best way for them to know and not feel ashamed themselves is to dance without your shirt on. It'd put them at ease. But," She said grabbing my attention, "If you feel even the slightest confused, unwelcomed, or uneasy but it, keep it on. Only if you're sure you like it and will approach it should you keep it off." She explained to me.
I nodded, not telling her wheather or not what I'd do and she and I both went back out. "10 more minutes of break everyone, you're all working hard today and I admire that." Everyone gave me some space during that break. It's what I needed; time to think.
"Alright, break's over." I heard our instructor say. It pulled me out from my own fog and back into reality. I had to make a decision.
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I heard our music starting. It was her letting us know that this is our final run through. Everyone was already in their places and the music was almost at the point for us to begin. They started to walk to the middle with the beat while I started to stand up.
Won't they judge me even more if I take my shirt off? Won't they just call me a drama queen? Or will they say that it was all a joke and think I'm a freak? I didn't know what to do. I wanted to do one but didn't want to leave the other in the dust.
Their part started and I walked over to where I'd still be hidden from our mock curtin. I was scared. Not only did I have to decide but I had a solo where they'd all be watching me and able to see the marks if I would take my shirt off.
But didn't I say I liked that? Shouldn't I show them that I'm okay? Huff... I took my shirt off at the last second and started to walk out from my spot. They all eyed me in disbelief. I did my solo, locking my hips, droping them, waving, everything.
I could see myself in the mirrors. All the marks that man had left on me were visible. Our doors were open to the rest of the place since this is also a dance studio and not just a bellydance place. People out there noticed my body and started to look at me, whispering to one another. I smiled and the others joined in after my solo. We moved together perfectly.
Once the song finished we stayed in our spot until our instructor clapped. I moved and saw through the mirror the person I'd least like to see; Jonghyun. My eyes grew wide and he smirked at me, winked, and disapeared down the hall to another dance room.
Before I could run after him, I was given a life threatening hug by everyone. They expressed their worries and happiness to me. Worried about me since that night and happiness that I could take my shirt off and dance normally.
"Yeah... Hey, I need to go use the toilet girls... I'll see you all later, okay? Hyorin, can I sleep at your house tonight?" I asked her.
"Sure! I'll wait in here for you to come back." She smiled at me. I smiled back, grabbed my stuff and went in the direction that Jonghyun had went.
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Searching in the windows of each room, I finally found him. He was in there with around 10 other people. They were all messing around a bit until one of them finally hit the play button on the remote. They started to dance and I was blown away. They were absolutely perfect. Nothing was different except their heights.
When the song finished and they were messing around again, I walked in the room. They didn't notice me at first which surprised me. I mean really, a girl wearing black booty shorts, a blue sports bra, and some coins around her waist? What about that wouldn't draw your attention? And to top it off, my body was marcked as if it visited hell and back.
(coins: http://www.tmart.com/258-Coins-Sexy-Belly-Dance-Sequin-Waist-Chain-Sapphire-Blue_p141846.html )
I dropped my bag and finally grabbed their attention, especially Jonghyun's. He seemed amused and smirked once he recognized my body.
"Hey," One of the guys said aproaching me, eyeing my body before slinging an arm around my waist, "What brings you here, hot stuff?" I was already disgusted. I pushed him off of me lighly, not wanting to give myself too bad of an image or seem too strong just yet. They all oo'd as if I just dissed him.
"I'm here to speak to the puppy-eyed dino." I said crossing my arms and staring. They all smiled as if they knew everything and he approached me with his arms crossed as well.
"So..." He said waiting for my response. I eyed him and decided to smack him across the face. When I did, he barely moved. Everyone there burst into laughter, some on the floor. He rubbed where I slapped him and licked his lips.
"You bastard. How dare you." I said pushing him this time. He moved his foot to catch himself. I turned around to leave but instead he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into him.
"You liked it, didn't you?" He whispered into my ear so only I could hear. I squirmed trying to get away from him, but not working. "Answer me." He demanded. I stopped moving and nodded once hesitantly and slowly. I could feel him smirk. "Play me something, guys. Something she'll dnace to."
"What the hell?!" I said finally getting out of his grasp. "I am NOT dancing for you." I said going to my stuff to leave. I heard him snap and three guys ran in front of me. Two blocked the door and one guarded my stuff, including my shirt that I still needed to put on. I heard a click and music started to play. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JveTTanExvo
He started to dance around me. He was an amazing dancer. Yet when he puhed himself into me, I felt something I wish I hadn't. I couldn't help but feel excited by it though. I decided I'd dance with him. When the song started to sing "No heels, no shirt, no skirt, all I'm in is just skin."
He started to feel my body and I moved away, still dancing. It was weird doing belly dance to this kind of song though.
When the song finally finished they three guys moved away from the door. He grabbed my arm again and wrote a number along it.
"Just in case you lost the card I gave you after I marked you mine. Call me." He said releasing me. My face was red and I was shaking as I went to my stuff, put my shirt on, swung the strap of my bag over my shoulder, and left the room.
I bet those were his boys kind of like how I had my girls. They didn't seem fazed by anything he said.
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When i got back to Hyorin she gave me a suspicious look.
"That took you a while." She said putting a protective arm around my waist and leading me out to her car.
"Sorry..." I said. Once in the car and on our way to her house, she spoke more to me.
"I'm not going to force an answer out of you but I would like to hear your thoughts." She said to me without looking over.
"About what?" I asked seeming clueless.
"You know very well what." She said with a heavy aura coming over her.
"U-um..." I said looking away and not speaking what I needed.
"You also have a number on your arm by the way. And not only that, but I know when you lie. But it doesn't stop there, you took too long for a bathroom break. But wait, there's more. That number is known by almost everyone at the club. It belongs to Jonghyun. You know, the one who marked you." She said finally stopping at her house.
I didn't say anything and just nodded, grabbing my stuff and walked into her house. Not knowing what to say, I walked into her room and laid down on her second bed.
"You like it, don't you." She said next to me without a hint of a question in her voice. I nodded slightly, almost afraid. "It's not a bad thing. If you like it, you just like it. We all do. You're not the only one. You're not alone, honey." She said hugging me from behind.
"M-mmm...." I said just to let her know I listened to her. I turned my body twoards the wall and curled into a ball with my stuffed bunny.
"Awwww~~~" She said coming over to me and hugging me. "You're so cute~. No wonder Jonghyun likes you." She said. I blushed slightly. Hyorin giggled and pinched my cheek lightly. "We should go back again soon." She said softly, waiting for me to respond.
After a few minutes of silence I finally agreed with her. "If it'll make you all happy, I'll go..." I said to her.
"Okay~~ So this weekend then, okay??" She asked happily. I nodded and got up to give her a hug. "Sleep well then, honey." She said kissing the top of my head.
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(go to chapter 8 to get the dresses they are wearing. thx ^^)
The week passed almost too quickly and it was Sunday. They told me that they are going to start doing themes that we have to stick to. It was decided that today's theme would be a front zipper. Only the girls had to follow the theme though, I don't find that very fun.
Apparently they all had already gone shopping for the dresses without me and grabbed 'the most perfect dress for my cute little body'. After I changed into it and showed them what I look like, they all errupted. I pouted and hugged my shoulders.
"But this makes me cold. I don't wanna wear it..." I said to them with a cute pout.
"Here." Bokyung gave me a shrug to put over my shoulders. I smiled and said thanks while she just walked away. Our friendship was definetly falling apart.
We all gathered in cars to head over to the club. I had to wait for Hyuna though since she had to go to the bathroom. I decided to wait outside of the bathroom for her and surprise her though but instead I ended up easvesdropping on a phone call I could hear.
"I swear to God, if you screw up tonight and hurt our baby girl, you are fucking dead." She paused. "No, just because she took her shirt off at practice doesn't mean she fully accepts it and you know that. You're just fucking impatient with wanting her as your sub, slave, bottom, whatever it is you want." I saw her roll her eyes and turn through the crack of the door.
"Listen to me. She's fragile. Be nice to her. Wait for her to come to you." Another pause. "Why the hell are you like this?! She's new to this and has 12 other unnies that would gladly beat your ass if you hurt her." She said sternly.
"That doesn't matter anymore. No. N-" She huffed out some breath. "Fine. You win." I heard laughter on the other end. "Just please be more gentle with her this time. I'm begging you. ... Okay, I got it. Bye." I heard her say. She screamed at the phone and kicked the ub. I ran away silently and sat down on the couch.
I heard her heels and saw a smile come across her face as she turned the corner. "Hey, you ready to go?" She asked coming up to me. I nodded with a small smile. She took my hand and led me out to her car.
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a/n: idk why but i wanted to use some korean words in this, sorry >.<
"We're here, Tae." I heard a voice call out to me. I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a bit until I saw Hyuna standing over me. "I can't believe you fell asleep... But you were so cute~~" She cooed.
"Unnie..." I pouted and got out of the car still half asleep. She pinched my cheeks in an attempt to wake me up more. When it didn't work, she started to tickle me until I was in a laughing fit and running away from her. "Yah!" (hey!) I screamed "Hajima!" (stop it!)
She smiled brightly at me. "Gaja." (Let's go) We walked inside and heard music blasting loudly. People looked at us and a guy approached to talk to Hyuna.
"Hey..." He said eyeing her up and down. She tensed her hand around mine a little bit. She didn't like being looked at by them. "You should come to a room with me and have some fun." The man said. He came closser and grabbed her waist. Too close.
Before I could speak up the man was pushed by another man behind us. "Mine." I heard him say. I turned around to see one of the guys from Jonghyun's group standing there. Hyuna took her hand from mine and hugged him.
"This is my Master, Tae." She told me with a smile. I nodded not knowing what to say.
"Hey, they're all waiting for us." The man said. "Hurry up." He dragged her and I followed closely behind as we walked down the staircase.
The club seemed a lot darker today than last time. They had changed the walls from red to purple. Most of the men were all in leather and around their own Master or Dom. Hyuna and her Master had already ran away, leaving me all alone.
Looking around a little bit, I couldn't see any of my friends. I walked over to the bar and saw Ga-In sitting with a drink in front of her. I smiled and sat beside her. Her face lit up seeing me.
"It's my favorite dongsaeng!" She smiled and hugged me. "You're back! How are you?" She asked wanting details.
"Heh," I giggled, "I am back... I'm doing okay, how have you been?" I asked her.
"Good, good.... So who are you in for a session for?" She asked. Seeing my face drop a little she spoke again, "Are you not here for one?" She asked. I shrugged a little and pouted.
"I'm really just here so that they all don't hate me. And..." I sighed.
"And...?" She asked with a knowing smile.
"Yah, don't smile like that!" I said swating her leg lightly.
"So it's true?" She asked.
"What?" I tilted my head to the side.
"A little birdie told me that you kind of like it." She winked at me. "So what do you like about it?"
"Me." I heard the dino voice from behind.He slinked an arm around my waist like he always did. Ga-In rolled her eyes.
"And so he appears..." She said crossing her legs. "You just had to ruin it... I wanted to know what she liked too..." I heard her say.
I thought for a second and moved to her ear and whispered something in it. "Let's make him made as if I just told you now so play along with me." I sat back down with a blush on my face.
"Are you kidding me?" She asked with her mouth wide open and eyes wide.
"What did she say?" Jonghyun asked.
"What do you think, dumbass?" She made a sour face to him, "So you'd... ya'know..." She winked.
"I never said that-"
"But you did." She grinned.
"What the hell did she say?!" Jonghyun said getting angry.
"Nothing, I just wanted to piss you off a little bit." I said and pushed him away from me. He took a step back before picking me up princess style. "Yah!" I screamed and kicked around. "Put me down!"
"Be gentler this time, Jjong!" Ga-In called after him.
"Araso! Aish, why is everyone so fucking concerned." (I got it, ugh...) I heard him say as he took me to another room.
"Yah! Put me down! Yah!!" I screamed at him. "Chugulae?!" (Do you wanna die?)
"Shut up" he said releasing me in the room and locking the door. His face changed completely. "I like your dress." He said coming closer and smirking.
"I didn't pick it..." I said backing away from him until I hit the wall.
"Well then your girls have nice taste for your body." He said finally reaching me. He trapped me against the wall with arms on both sides of me and pressing into me. I turned my head to the side trying not to look him in the eye.
"Let me go." I said softly, afraid. He smiled in amusement to my voice and grabbed my chin lightly to make me look at him.
"Quit turning me on like that." He said pushing me to the bed. "Don't move or you'll regret it." He said walking to a closet. He returned with some chains in hand and something else I couldn't see in his hands. "Just do what I say and I won't be too harsh on you today."
He started to tie my hands together and around my neck with the chain (http://us.fotolia.com/id/41396018) so I couldn't move them. He unzipped my dress and smirked at me. "Care to explain why you have no bra on?"
"I-I didn't need it since th-there's one built i-in..." I said embarrassed. He licked his lips and pulled me over to a table.
"Bend over and puff out your ass." He ordered. I did as he said and let my naked body touch the cold surface. I felt his hand rubbing my skin before it was spanked. Hard. I screamed out from the unexpected pain. My body stiffened as he struck it multiple times with his hand. When I felt it go numb, he finally stopped and pulled something out of his pocket.
"Don't look." He told me after I had turned my head. I whipped it back around and looked at the table I was on. I heard a snap of something and smelled smoke. What the hell was he lighting?
"Don't move." He told me. Before I could think of what was to come, I felt it. My skin burnt. He had lit a candle and was allowing the wax drip onto my skin. I tried to hold back my screams, not to move, but failed. It didn't take long form him to go off the edge from it.
"Shut the fuck up!" He screamed and spanked me. Still dripping the wax on me, he let it come over my ass and spanked any part of my body as he desired. "Shut up or I'll light you on fire!" He said spanking my pussy this time. I whimpered and my body fell, no longer able to hold me up.
He grabbed a flogger and hit me over and over, getting the wax off slowly. My body was becoming weaker, exhaution taking over. He seemed to have noticed and came up to me ear to whisper to me. "Are you done? Is this all you can handle?" He asked in a challenging voice.
"Please..." I said to him.
"Please what?" He asked pulling my hair and forcing my head up to look him in the eyes.
"Please... continue..." I whispered. His face faltered slightly. Somewhat confused and in shock, but soon filled with desire and seemed to admire my request.
"Your body can't handle anymore pain today." He said softly. Carrying me to the bed, he took off the chains and gently carressed my body. The stingly slowly started to disappear and fill with warmth on the trail his fingers led. When I visibly relaxed he came up to my ear again, "You were a good girl today, Tae... This is your reward... Take it."
His hand traveled down to my clit as he brushed his finger across it. Pulling some liquid from the drenched hole he started to flick his finger back on the sensitive spot. My virgin body felt weird from this touch. It felt warm and soon it was almost too much to handle. The feeling grew and right when I was about to scream from it, I moaned.
"J-Jonghyun~!" The feeling was pleasureable, sending me over the edge. His fingers were only there for a second or so after the feeling, allowing my body to twitch from it. He cupped my face lightly and pulled me into a kiss.
"I knew you'd like it." He grinned back to his self. His once dangerous aura vanished into a loving and caring one. He lightened me with the simple comment. My face blushed, still trying to resist to say that I liked it. "No hiding~" He said pulling my chin up. He looked into my eyes and smiled. My face flushed even more and i was unable to keep a smile off my face and started to giggle.
His face changed when I laughed. "Is that the first time I've made you giggle like that?" He asked sounding pleased. I nodded. "Awwww~~~" He said tapping my nose. "Kyeopta~" (cute)
I pouted at him. "Let's get cleaned up and go back out there okay? I'm sure everyone is worried and aoubt ready to come in here to see if I've hurt you too much... And your screaming didn't help that." He said pulling me twoards the bathroom.
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"J-Jonghyun..." I said after we were both dressed. Before we went outside, I had to ask him something. He looked at me with a question on his face. He came over and held me, causing me to blush.
"You blush so easily now. You've changed from just that.... Speak your mind." He said searching my eyes.
"I-I... I want t-to have a uh..." He looked at me with a bit of a smirk starting to show.
"I've given you my number twice now. You should be able to memorize it this time." He said saying his number after. "Call me and we'll meet up again and I'll give you one that fits your personality." He said happily.
My face lit up hearing that and he smiled back at me. Pecking my cheek, he took my hand and led me out of the room.
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It had been a few months of my friends and I going to the club since I asked Jonghyun for a collar. He and I had met a few times out of the club to grab a bite to eat or some coffee as well. We had formed a friendship along with a relationship.
The night he decided to finally give me my collar was the night theme of corsets.
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The corset felt a little too tight at first but soon became comforting to wear. We all walked downstairs and I went over to the bar where Ga-In and I always met up at. I cupped my hands around her eyes and let my head rest on her back, waiting for her to guess who it was.
"Taemin, I know it's you!" She said letting a smile spread across her face. I giggled and sat down beside her. "So how's all the sessions going? He's not being too rough, is he?" She asked being protective over me.
"No, he's perfect." After I said that, I felt an arm slink around me as he had always been doing. It was like his own greeting.
"Good to hear." He said pulling my chin up and kissing me.
"Oh god, Jjong. PLEASE don't make out in front of me." Ga-In said taking a sip of her drink.
"You should see our sessions." He winked.
"You did not. Did he?" She asked turning to me.
"No, not yet. He just wants to make you jealous." I said rolling my eyes.
"But after that happens, I think it'd be a good idea to have another person in on it. Just to switch it up a bit." Jonghyun said to my disbelief. Ga-Ins face completely lit up.
"Really?" She asked excitedly. He noded to her.
"But realize," He said pulling something out of his poket and putting it around my neck. "She's mine."
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a/n: If you actually read all that.... let me know O.o XP