Surprisingly things are slowly starting to look better at work. Who knew something positive would actually come out of working with a bunch of guys from cooperate! So hopefully things will keep getting better. So as exhausting as this week has been, i feel pretty good about it ( Read more... )

Well minus a few stones in my shoe...its been a rather good couple of weeks (as long as i dont add work into the mix).Last weekend was alright...i didnt turn my phone on at all. Oh crap i just remembered that ive got to call someone back though. And the weekend before was incredible...though i cant go into detail on this one (this has gotta go to ( Read more... )

Aaarrrrgghhh! I am so sick of people flaking out on me...this time being the worst...and i knew it was going to happen too. Brandie and i were going to get an apartment together, and i started looking, and i had mentioned to her that i was looking and shes all "gettin a head stard huh?" and didnt really say anything about our plans (we had been ( Read more... )

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Holy crap...it's been way too long since I've posted on here last....maybe I'll try to make it a little more regular...heh...yeah right. I keep saying that but it never seems to happen now does it? Well now that there are a few more people to read it I attempt to try a little harder. What a long shitty weekend. My mom treated me like total shit the ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh....i guess this will be one of the few positive posts i add...though it may not be as positive in some aspects it is...a lot of stress lately at work...and weather or not i may have much of a job...but thats another story...which has ben not as bad since a talk with our regional manager (please pardon my typos since i am very drunk)So i ( Read more... )

The time has come for colds and overcoats ( Read more... )

Alone…this constant reoccurring feeling…I don’t like it. I feel alone, yet I want to be alone…does that even make any sense? I lay wide-awake tonight, with the wheels in my head spinning and spinning. I’m sick of my parents being assholes to me. They yell at me for being in my room, and call me anti social, yet when I try to be “social” I get ( Read more... )

So busy during the last month....but things are finally back to normal. Things would be better without school though…which is a bad thing for me to think that. I think I feel that way though because I don’t know what I want to do anymore. In changing my major, and getting the fuck out of music education. It was making me feel stupid...and its bad ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a loooong time...guess since im here i might as well uptade...not too much to talk about....just the same old lame life i lead. Im dreading school...i don tknow what i want to do anymore. The whole Music ed thing really is starting to get discouraging. School districts back east are dropping arts AND athletic programs so academic ( Read more... )