So as excited as I was in April to come back to Maine, that excitement does not extend to the summer ( Read more... )

So this is my last weekend here. Kimmy's gone, and I'm pretty sure Maria's gone. So, this is painful ( Read more... )

So I cried in the caf at lunch today. In front of people. In a cafeteria full of people. People that have eyes and can see me with tears and the flushness. I'm sure nobody cared enough to even see me ( Read more... )

So best weekend ever. I love Washington. It's beautiful, there's stuff going on there. I feel like I've spent my life so isolated, but that I'm finally able to see the world. I don't want to work for the government though. I couldn't take it. Can you imagine the person you would have to be for putting young students on the defensive? It's not worth ( Read more... )

So we're friends. I used the term first...just so he wouldn't get the wrong idea. And we talked, then I went to his room and finished watching a movie with him, and we talked. Because I'm so far jammed in the middle of the situation, by default. And my damned curiousity. But why would I stop talking to Amamda about it all? I want to be her friend. ( Read more... )

Three days. It will be the longest three days. I just feel like I can't concentrate on anything else. Seriously, I don't know what I'm going to do when I go abroad. I'm having Maine withdrawals. I'm not even going home- I think it's just seeing Beth and Mom. She's got her permit already ( Read more... )

So the weekend of April 14th I will finally see my mom and sister. You have no idea how excited and happy I am. I probably should have gone home over vacation, but it was still fun. I just miss them like crazy ( Read more... )

So, this was a pretty fucking awesome weekend ( Read more... )

So, everyone I know is going through the worst parts of their lives and I feel completely helpless. Depression, death....what do you do? People who aren't depressed really are and I can't say anything. How do you help those that deny the problem? I can't fix the world. I know. And I feel like threw some fault of mine people are sad, like I'm not ( Read more... )

I don't get bad hair days. I can pull it back and hide all flaws...but it's curly...todays sucks

why do I think? I'm always disappointed.