yeah before when i said my tear well was dried up...thats sure as hell isnt true..not now anyways,god damn it, i hate crying every fucking night!! i am seriously considering running away, none of this seems worth it anymore, everyday there is more and more drama... the only thing keeping me here is arthur, everytime i think about leaving i remember ( Read more... )

nothing gets better!! AAAAHHHH!!!(silent scream..i cant scream out loud cuz my parents would hear, then theyd be like what the fuck did you do that for, and id be like, cuz i fucking felt like it, and then theyd leave... such a loving family ( Read more... )

i have no answers to any question someone might ask me. i thought my life was moving along well. but i was WAY off with that one ( Read more... )

I CANT BELIEVE YOU ALAN!! YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT. YUO TOLD VIRGIN NOT TO TELL ME, CUZ THAT WOULD HURT ME, BUT IN REALITY YOU NOT TELLNIG ME HURT ME EVEN MORE! WOW, SEE THIS IS WHERE ME AND VIRGIN ARE DIFFERENT. SHE GOT HER PAY BACK BY CHEATING ON YOU AS WELL AND SMOKING, BUT ME...IM JUST GOING TO GUILT YOUR ASS TIL LIFE BECOMES TO PAINFUL YOU ( Read more... )

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!! PEOPLE ARE REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME OFF, THEY LIE TO ME, THEY ARE CHEATING FUCKING LIARS!!AND SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR IS A BASTARD ( Read more... )

just when everything seemed so clear, it all when to shit at super sonic speeds.
but today wasnt all bad, alan...you know why, and for all the other outsiders who have no idea what i am talking about...oh well i dont care..Just Kidding!! but yeah you still cant know..
fuck it, i just got into a really bad mood,
peace out!
amie

i was thinking today. zeppelin's "stairway to heaven" and ac/dc's "highway to hell"....see any simliarities ( Read more... )

its rather depressing to look at my journal everyday and see no new comment :( makes me sad, and makes me think i have no friends:( oh well thats all i wanted to say
peace out
amie

i wish everything would just go away, leave without a trace. if all my worries and regrets would disappear. i would vanish into a state of comeplete and utter unawareness ( Read more... )

If all the world were apple pie ( Read more... )