well ive been afraid of changing

[classic_ivory]

i was ten feet from the bus this morning when i got the inclination to turn around and run for my life. its only the fourth day of school, and senioritis has me by the throat, which is quite literally sore from the night before. my mother and i clashed for three hours until i buried my head underneath a pillow and hoped to pass out

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[letsgetlost89]

Landslide... awesome song for the moment, actually. I know change is scary, and I'm afraid of change, too. This year's been weird, almost a coming into new responsibilities for me, including things I never thought I'd have to deal with. But now I look back on what happened to you last year, the alienation you must've felt, and I feel horrible if I ever treated you like that. I never meant to alienate you, to make you feel like a whore, because you are most definitely not, as you've said in a post before this one. You were a person swept up in passion, and I now feel that I can almost understand that

[classic_ivory]

that was the best novel i have ever read