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[classof05thefav]

hmm so i have to admit that life is a crazy thing. now i dont think that i would want a boring life because thats just not fun either but y does it have to be crazy as hell all of the time? to me life just doesnt make sense. now im trying to decide what i want to do. i need help but its one of those things that i cant be helped with...does that

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[shortnsweetz78]

i know your going crazy but just look at it this way one more week and your out of here forever! you will never HAVE to come back again i mean you could but u dont HAVE to. you will graduate and move on from here on to a better school and with people that wont trive on gossip like they do here, somewhere where you will have more options for people to be friends with hopefully not the shallow ppl like you find here...ah just be glad that you only have a week just look at it that way and not as we have an entire week left its all in the way you say it.

[classof05thefav]

see this is what i have been use to for 4 yrs. most of these ppl i have known for more tho. im excited yet not. im scared (even tho most of these ppl i dont like) to lose this yet excited. it doesnt seem like i should only have a week left of this hell that ive become use to. i will be back (after school) on occassion just to see you. like homecoming shit i will probably come back. ill be back to see the few ppl at this school that im leaving behind that i actually like. i will get the experience of more ppl w/less stupidity (lack of better words) like i find at this school. idk idk idk. im just scared and excited and idk i cant do this!

[shortnsweetz78]

yes u can do this i am sure that every one is feeling the same way your moving on but u have to leave the safety that u have had here there is like a sense co security here inside these walls you know who you are and where you belong and now you have to start all over find another nitch for you to fit into in some place bigger yeah it is scary