I've got to think about me now. There's no way I can get over this girl if I continue to hang out with her. Not being able to be with her pains me ( Read more... )

Having dinner with Jenna was a really nice way to close the weekend. We had japanese, it was so fun. "Were on a date!" She slept over all weekend, too. Waking up next to her and kissing her feels perfect. I finally got to see the Guerrila Girls, these art feminist activists. They were a lot more dry than I expected, but still inspiring ( Read more... )

This was quite the weekend. Cynthia, and Jenna were both out of town. It's weird when people you see every day all of a sudden disappear. So, I was looking for a running buddy and Suzanne totally stepped up ( Read more... )

I'm so weak around her. I didn't think about going to that dance for a second, since it would give me another chance to be with her. And even though it was a great night overall she saw my worst, which I regret, but she's still around. Which is amazing ( Read more... )

Spring break was amazingly cool. Definitely topping last year. Four days in the Keys with Chad, Christine, Cynthia and Michael. God, all four of those days just blend together. I spent one night in Miami with Wayne, Tim, Marco and Jenna. It was pretty insane, but that should be expected at this point. Finally I spent two nights camping with Chad, ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm at one of the most optimistic stages in my life ever. I'm realizing my place, and I'm coming to terms with who I am. Every part of me. I know what I need, and I know what I don't. I'm at a point where I'm seeing who I am, and what is right for me. Realizing this just makes me confident about every decision I make. No longer ( Read more... )

I made the necessary changes in my life, and you know, just like I said I would, I had a wonderful weekend. On Thursday, my balls finally dropped and I asked Girl B out on a date, and she said yes. The next day, I bought her flowers and took her out to dinner, and we had a lot of fun. That whole be yourself shit. Yeah, it works ( Read more... )

It was a great weekend, and it's been a great week thus far, I finally figured out how to connect. But now I think I'm crashing again. I just wish I could understand myself better. What I want. My expectations are never met. I think I hope for too much from people. It gets me every time, wishing for the best possible scenario, but I just can't ( Read more... )

I'm not a prisoner to my emotions, and that's why this was a good Valentine's Day ( Read more... )

I've got to say as the days roll forward, I continue to appreciate my Tallahassee friends more and more. Whenever it comes up that I haven't drank in two weeks, my Miami friends always say shit like "wow" or "I'm so proud of you," like I'm some kind of alcoholic. They don't know shit about alcoholism at all if they ever thought I had a problem ( Read more... )