There is no one to blame, its nobody's fault but my own ( Read more... )

dear journal ( Read more... )

so i can't really talk about what I want to talk about.. because talking about it would be jumping to conclusions, making a something out of a possibly nothing... whatever ( Read more... )

I want to screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam my head off.

Fuck it with my luck. lol

Last night was great at the Ale House.
Right upto the part where everyone took off & left 3 girls & 1 guy with a huge ticket.
Fuck. I put $10 & dipped.

that maybe i've been looking in the wrong direction ( Read more... )

thats why he's with her.
it's a shame...but he's with her... it's his choice.
i'm disgusted.
how low class.
i shouldn't have...
but u know me..
I did.
she's dis
gus
ting.
say it with me now.
disgusting.
I know it's not her fault.
but that doesn't stop me from Noticing how DISGUSTING she is.

Ay Claudita.

It's a popular trend... to go out i mean ( Read more... )

i am more messed up than i ever led on to.

i have to clear my mind.

i have far too many things bottled up and confusing my head...

i just need to stop.

this weekend brought my feet back to the ground.

just that.
fuckety fuck.

get ready.
this is going to be insane.
fuck.

Oh My God ( Read more... )