i am fortune's fool.

i don't know what to do.
so i'm going to jump into the metaphoric traffic with my eyes closed,
and hope for a crossing guard.

tonight was amazing from start to finish.
we even capped it off with a long overdue visit to chase's.
it was incredible to see / catch up with everyone.
hopefully i'll see more of my boston rooted friends as the summer closes & the school year starts.
here's hoping for a september - november up to par with last year's.

i'm 22 in 10 days.
shudder

i want to understand everything that's going on around me.
ignorance is far from bliss.

i'm more than apprehensive.
i hope to god i can shake this character flaw.

i miss the innocence of being a child.

when summer days meant playing chrono trigger, swimming at the town pool outside the high school, and playing soccer, manhunt, and army until the wee hours.

i'm having way more fun in the suburbs with pete, jayj, and brian than i'd ever have living in the city for the summer.

you kids are missing out.

explosions in the sky play their strings through my heart.
best thing in existence.

there's nothing quite like being hammered at your house with your mom trying to show you trail mix and snacks she bought for you to take on your road trip, when all you can do is uncontrollably say 'oh my fucking god,' and 'ohhhhh shittttt'.

how am i alive right now?