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Aug 30, 2009 15:08

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[Action] a_for_tiori August 30 2009, 20:10:25 UTC

[Sasuke jerks awake, rather violently. He's used to Deidara sleeping restlessly, but the sound of the Hitomi slamming down is startling even to him.]

What.

[The word is a hiss. Sasuke is hyper alert, as if waiting for an attack.]

[Action] clayfireworks August 31 2009, 18:59:40 UTC

[Of course Sasuke would wake up after that undignified little display. He looks over, trying to feign sleepiness and calmness--normally easy to do, although right now he's feeling decidedly off--with a little grin.]

Just a dream, un.

[Private] eternalscorpion August 31 2009, 18:52:43 UTC

[Sasori doesn't speak for a long moment. When he finally does, he's subdued.]

...Deidara.

Feeling nothing...it's...

[Better. Easier. Desirable.

This is what he believes, he knows it. Everything would be so much easier if he could feel nothing, that's what he's always believed, since the day he'd found out the truth.

But that was before. Before he had friends and comrades. Before he had a partner. Before he had a wife.

But...how did he get from there to here? And where is here, really, if those ingrained and natural impulses to deny feeling remain, when he is loved and accepted, when he himself wants to love and accept?

He doesn't know anymore, doesn't know what to tell Deidara. To reassure his partner that it's right to feel nothing, or tell him that it's wrong.

Sasori sighs.]

Nevermind.

[Private] clayfireworks August 31 2009, 19:02:02 UTC

[Deidara laughs, and while it should be easy it comes out just a tad forced. He doesn't know what's wrong with him. Damn dreams. Damn Hitomi.]

It's just a dream, right? [His voice sounds uncertain--he tries to squish the tone.]

[Private] eternalscorpion August 31 2009, 19:26:45 UTC

[It's better to simply push aside what is being stirred up by this.

Sasori reassures, in the way that's most natural for himself, and for them both: hidden behind irritation.]

Hmph, of course it was. I wouldn't have been able to see it otherwise, would I?

Clearly, you must have hit that foolish head of yours harder than I thought.

[Private] clayfireworks August 31 2009, 19:35:13 UTC

Obviously, you almost sounded worried back then, un. [This is easier, and he welcomes the change. Arguing is always easier.]

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