i can't move my head to the left cuz i pulled something in my neck.. eergh.. this sucks.. hurts like a mother. aanyways ( Read more... )

i just got home from winnipeg ( Read more... )

i am at bethy's house. her toilet seat tried to kill me. my thumb still hurts from that encounter ( Read more... )

will i die from this?

i don't think i've ever been so enthralled with and hurt by the same person in my entire life.. i really do wish i could forget any of this ever happened. none of it should have happened, really.. *sigh* how was i supposed to know it would end up like this? maybe after the first two times i should have figured it out.. i guess i'm naive. ( Read more... )

so i'm not actually getting old.. older, yes. i never realized that there was such a big difference between 18 and 19. you get done with high school and everything is the same, and then all of a sudden...... you wake up one morning and everything is different. you don't look at things the same.. and you definitely don't seem to fit into the ( Read more... )

i'm not the same person i was two days ago. i don't know where she went, and i don't know who i am that took her place.. i can't even decide if it's a good thing or a bad thing.. all i know is that i'm not the same.. but i couldn't even tell you in which ways ( Read more... )

we got an ice storm today. the roads are sooooo slipery i could hardly get to my car without falling down. i didn't even try to drive it.. i called into work (it's like 30 miles from my house) and told them i couldn't make it in tonight.. they said that's fine, i shouldn't try to drive today. so i didn't. and now i'm home all by myself ( Read more... )

i got *s.c.i.e.n.c.e.* by incubus today.. i've been meaning to get it since 1999. seriously.. ha! and i finally got it today. it's quite possibly the best cd i've ever heard in my entire life. this cd makes me totally giddy :) hehee!!! i was driving home from work tonight listening to it on my headphones drumming on the steering wheel and ( Read more... )

i really don't know why this matters to me so much.. it really souldn't matter at all, and i know that. it's not logical for me to be thinking about it like this. it's not normal, and it's especially not healthy thinking ( Read more... )