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STRESSED OUT
I don't understand why, but I've never thought that being physically healthy could be a realistic possibility to me. Everyone's obsession with healthy diet, exercise, and rest felt unreal, and in my mind, disconnected from everything else I knew. Even now, I can't take my mother seriously when it comes to taking vitamins, cooking, or sleeping. I ( Read more... ) -
I feel like a moth
My brother came to visit me for the past two weeks as a graduation gift from my parents. I think his favorite memories were of Uniqlo, a discount Japanese bookstore, a ferry ride to Ikea in Brooklyn, and a mac-and-cheese place. He left yesterday but is now happily home with friends in his sunny, suburban California. I hope he enjoyed his stay, but ( Read more... ) -
ssssssssssssssleep
I just realized that when I'm awake, I'm usually awake for 18-36 hours until I can't help but pass out the minute I lie down. More often though, it's 21-30 hours. Once, I think I maxed out at 54 and then slept for 24 hours into the weekend. Actually, I don't think my non-sleeping habits are that bad. There are people crazier than I am. It's just ( Read more... ) -
3 weeks left!!
The universe could swallow me whole- thoughts and all, again again again, and still I wouldn't lift my eyes to appreciate that it must fight to let me live. I'm too black and white, stubborn, distant, curious, and complacent to be more than just one chain of thought at a time. I remember someone telling me that time is all I have. I don't care, I ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Today I broke my headphones after stepping on the cord to tie my shoes and getting up right after. (Carelessness) It took me 6 minutes to figure out where each piece went, but I was able to fix it completely! (Concentration) I was so ecstatic that on my way out from the school building I told the security guard who always says Hi to me, and I made ( Read more... ) -
wow this is sad, getting so heppee over snow
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO GENUINELY EXCITEDLY HAPPY as I am right now, from anything so surprisingly GOOD. Wonderful wonderful wonderful and pathetic, but this impending snowstorm (predicted 14-16 inches of snow on Saturday) has got to be the biggest stress reliever of my entire life EVER. Well, not really.. since this isn't the most I've ever been ( Read more... ) -
Yves Montand- Les Feuilles Mortes <3
Midterms soon.. crazy. School is surprisingly a lot less stressful this semester, and I am glad. Children's wear/the concept of designing children's wear freaks me out like crazy but apparently I can draw children very well.. adorable 4-6 year olds with pouty, blushing faces. Haha ( Read more... ) -
thesis prep ...
TMI
