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[clckwrk4lfe]

well im back from pismo. fun shit got drunk. sort of did something stupid thou lol. i ran with my droog chris; cuz we thought we were going to get busted by the pigs. lol but it was just ppl. sux cuz my buzz i lost by that. my droog scott made fun of us. which i got mad but i laugh too. well during the visit i got a lot of thoughts and things

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[anonymous]

well i thought ull understand about me and the whole thing how i feel. but for u i really dont understand u either. i for one thinking about being a writer and x-pressive writer and the whole clockwork orange thing is wat i like. and u no that it hurts that u love the old me. well changes come, and u have changed but i still have feelings for u either way. but i try to understand wats going on. really i do. but how can u be feeling hurt for wat i do. i for one want to be free from everything but u. but the qoute that i made is that i still love u but cannot force u to love me back. i understand that. clockwork orange is a thing that i really understand, changing. its all it is about for me. i like what ever comes my way and keep. but i dont want to changed what i had,like u. but we live in the past not in the future like right now. but i want to go way back. where my mistakes can be fixed. but there is no way and i cannot complain. cuz i dont want to make u feel wierd like u do now about me. i still want to talk to u and still be with