NO CAUSE FOR ALARM

[cldt]

i may not randomly burst into song and dance, but the only thing that's waned is my former habitual practice of faithfully documenting insignificant epiphanies and events in my life, not, contrary to popular belief, MY WILL TO LIVE.

obviously some things will stay, but the rest i'm working on to let go, one day at a time. i'm optimistic.

Comments

[wicked_lust]

good you're still alive... got me worried for a while.

miss you. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOu

[cldt]

i had the most horrible nightmare last night about peter's bday party next tues. i dreamed that everyone was bored as hell and kept wanting to leave and i was desperate and embarrassed and i kept wishing you were there, BUT GUESS WHAT YOU NEVER SHOWED.

SO FUCK YOU FOR DESERTING ME EVEN IN MY DREAM. I HATE YOU.

[lpm_lpm]

看來我隨口說的流動率很高 一下就想走給你造成陰影

[cldt]

SEE WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH?! SUCH PRESSURE! MY GOSH!

[wicked_lust]

you'll be fine. alcohol and cigarettes and kareoke can't be that bad. wish i were there

[lpm_lpm]

alcohol and cigarettes are great, but not kareoke.

[cldt]

if i were you i'd stay away from the c word tonite. JUST SAYIN' Y'KNOW.