i got the shivers in the knee bone

[cldt]

it started out with a series of deliberate attempts to withhold from spilling my guts out to an audience whom i suspected was growing weary of the repetitiveness of my pathos; even in a cyber world of unknown faces i was growing increasingly self-conscious. with enough practice of suppressing it, the itch to write shriveled to a size that could be

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[tincan]

I relate to this entry- I feel as if I went through the same thing 8 months ago! I'm glad you're updating- I'm still reading!

[cldt]

i think i've told you this, but in case i only imagined it- i've always loved the way you write and you seriously need to start again!

[amietron]

Well, I'm still here if that's any consolation and miss you and your posts.

Do you have FB, by the way?

[cldt]

no i'm actually contemplating actively campaigning against FB as i'm convinced it's one of the deciding factors that's killed my lj friend list :(

it makes me happy you haven't completely caved in to the dark side though!

[anonymous]

i read this yesterday and i thought i dreamed about it.

......... didn't think it'd happen

[cldt]

as it turns out, getting a sore ass from bowling is all it takes from me to rekindle my devotion for lj. please thank your bf for me for inadvertently contributing to this, assuming you are who i think you are.

[4abudabit]

I'm not gone! I'm just very often absent. :J)

Are the Ob/Gyn and massage stories related? If so I want to hear.

[cldt]

the obgyn story is a pretty straightforward one involving me being overcharged for shit i didn't need, and there's no thailand-style happy ending to the massage story, so not only are they not related, they're completely PG and unsexy on their own.

but i will happily provide you with a fabricated version with me getting it on with a lab-coated, hot librarian type gynecologist, and later having a three-way with the masseuse lathered in baby oil, if that's what it takes to keep you here!

[4abudabit]

Thank you.